Copyright © 2010 by Shane
Tourtellotte
First published in Analog Science Fiction and Fact, March 2010
I
The truck slowed to a stop. Sign or light, it didn't matter. Lucinda crept to the back gate and peered out. She didn't see any pedestrians or other
vehicles. This was her chance.
She clambered out of the truck bed and onto the road. With only a fast precautionary glance for side traffic, she crouched down and half-ran, half-crawled to
the roadside ditch. She kept down until the truck drove away, peeked, then hunkered back down as a few cars passed.
Lucinda climbed out of the ditch, trying to brush mud spots off her legs. She looked back at the compound, a couple thousand feet down the road. There was no
obvious activity, no sign of alert or of a search party forming. She was lucky things were still in such flux there, security still not locked back down.
She found herself at a four-way intersection. The compound was south; the truck had driven off north. The country looked empty west, while east showed
habitation, the outskirts of the large town a couple miles off.
It's easier to hide in a multitude, Lucinda told herself, and started walking east in the gathering twilight.
A car came driving toward her. She felt exposed before its driver. Her clothes were, if anything, a little too good for walking the shoulder of a road. She
ignored the twisting in her stomach, acting inconspicuous until the car was well past her.
Then she picked up her pace.
When Doctor Lucinda Peale began her work on the neurological rehabilitation of violent criminals seven years ago, she hadn't imagined it would lead to her
teaching neural overlay techniques in the depths of a government bunker. She was not so surprised to find that she was a fairly good teacher. It was more of a
revelation that she could get through these classes without surrendering to the urge to run from the room.
"Neurotransmitter cascades produced by the overlay can spill beyond the areas intended to be impressed with the new neural pattern. When programming the overlay
sequence, it's wise to create a buffer area a few neurons deep. Here, you would have the stimulator actually reinforce the preexisting pattern of neurotransmitter
release and uptake within the neurons. That will block any unintended spread."
As her scientist pupils took notes, Lucinda displayed images from magnetoencephalograms of a brain as illustration. The subject's name was expunged, but Lucinda
knew him quite well. Mohsen Abdi had been part of the nuclear terrorist plot that had destroyed Washington. When she was brought here to help uncover the
terrorists, she had helped overlay the remorselessly monstrous portions of his frontal cortex with patterns from a more placid and moral brain. Thus treated,
Mohsen became eager, indeed desperate, to give up his co-conspirators.
Lewis Burleigh, the Treasury Secretary until Washington's incineration made him President, leaped on the practical possibilities of overlay. He began the crash
program to expand drastically the number of scientists trained in the procedure. Lucinda had joined his program, though after seeing the scope of what Burleigh
intended to do, it came with the greatest reluctance, and coercion.
"Of course, when altering something as complex and interconnected as the human brain, the least effect is the best. That's why it's so important to segregate
areas of the brain unrelated to the overlay from areas being altered. It's why, when planning your overlay, you should avoid as many redundancies as you can, the
same way a computer programmer does when writing code. By concentrating your – yes, Ms. Madsen?"
The young woman lowered her hand. "Isn't this being too fastidious, Dr. Peale? Don't we risk being less effective if we try too hard to limit the overlay's
scope?"
Lucinda felt a prickle of affront, having a grad student talk back this way. She didn't mind a good scholarly give and take, but this felt different. She
looked at Madsen, while sensing the other eyes on her. "Any good surgeon wants to cut as little tissue as possible, especially healthy tissue. The same principle
applies here. The guidance descends from the Hippocratic Oath itself: first, do no harm."
"How is that relevant here?" Madsen said. "You have a diseased brain, just another kind of organ. The more of its diseased cognition you replace with a healthy
one, the better."
Lucinda felt like her ribcage was squeezing her. "It isn't the whole brain that's diseased."
"If the brain is an interconnected whole, why not?"
As Lucinda gathered herself to reply, she grew aware of the student behind Madsen. Dr. Garritty was much closer to her age, and a very attentive student. Right
now, his attention was all on her, his dark eyes peering deeply, measuring her, gauging her reactions and responses. It felt disturbing, but maybe she was being
paranoid. This place bred that.
"Years of work and hundreds of cases have shown otherwise, Ms. Madsen. I can confirm that from experience both professional and personal. Now—"
"Begging your pardon," Madsen said, "but the supplemental materials for this course are skeptical of that."
Lucinda smiled bleakly. "I'm not involved with producing those." She didn't have full control over their education. She wondered whether even someone Burleigh
fully trusted would.
"Anyway," she continued, "if you need practical rationales, aside from not destroying aspects of a person's personality that aren't pernicious, aside from the
added difficulty of integrating the new patterns, there are the simple needs of interrogation. If you expect a patient to talk once he's treated, you don't want to
have overwritten the knowledge you were hoping to learn."
A new hand went up, and its owner didn't wait to be called. "That's a valid concern within its sphere," Dr. Page said, "but it's only a subset of our mission.
We're looking at a bigger picture, the broader problem of extremism. People we'll be treating won't all have been participants in violent conspiracies. Different
standards will apply."
"We understand the work you've done, and are doing," Madsen said, "but you need to see beyond that, and consider what we'll be doing."
Lucinda tugged at a lock of her hair, then caught herself. That nervous habit was growing on her down here. "It seems some of you have done a thorough job of
considering it already." She tried to focus on getting the class on track again, but her eyes kept drifting back toward Dr. Garritty, still gazing right at her,
jotting down notes as fast as if she were still lecturing.
"When were you recruited into the terrorist cell?"
The interviewer was one of many they had cycling through the position here. Lucinda hadn't seen one handle more than two interrogations. The detainee was
shackled at wrists and ankles, and had his head and upper body obscured within the magnetoencephalographic scanner. Microphones inside amplified his answers, both
for the interviewer and for Lucinda and her colleague in the monitoring booth. He gave a glib denial of any involvement, one that a casual glance at the scans of
his frontal lobe exposed as falsehood.
This was the part of her existence under Mount Weather that Lucinda could bear, and even feel was worthwhile. This person, apparently a moneyman, had aided
those who destroyed Washington. She felt no sympathy for him, since he felt none for others. The point of the overlay she was helping prepare was to make him
someone who would care about those he had killed. That motive had started her down this road years back.
"How soon after you joined the cell did you know they meant to set off a nuclear weapon?"
As for the other prisoners being brought into the Mount, the ones not connected to Black Friday, Lucinda never saw them. She knew about them by intimation and
inference, from the talk she overheard from other scientists and technicians. Insofar as doing this work freed someone for that work, she was abetting them. That
took some of the satisfaction out of her endeavors.
"Once you knew what they meant to do, how many they meant to kill, were you ever tempted to stop their plans, or at least disassociate yourself from them?"
Lucinda paid closer attention to the brain scans now. The prefrontal cortex showed a classic pattern of underactivity, the dulling of moral awareness that let
him shrug off the horrors he had helped to inflict. "Reading any cingulate cortex stimulation?" she asked.
Dr. Edwin O'Doul shifted one of his displays. "Slight increase in activity," he said dully. "Nothing extraordinary."
So reflecting on his deeds didn't give him any particular pleasure. Maybe that feeling had faded in the eleven weeks since the attack. Whatever the cause, it
meant a little less work for Lucinda, another small reason to be glad.
The feed from the scanning room skipped. The interviewer's position jumped, and the colors in the MEG scans shifted abruptly. Lucinda knew what this meant by
now: they were getting pre-recorded data, edited to omit material somebody thought too sensitive for their level of security clearance, or perhaps their personal
and political reliability. The latter probably reflected on her more than O'Doul. She ignored the cut, and the second one a few minutes later, and kept working on
the data they did receive.
Once the session recording ended, they had a good idea of what pathways in his brain needed to be overwritten. Finding a good matching pattern in the template
banks was now their goal. Those banks had expanded under Burleigh's oversight, with plenty of new people getting scanned. Those people were all approved by
Burleigh: old political allies he had brought in to reconstruct the government, members of his security forces, some of the scientists and technicians flooding in
who clicked with him. Basically anyone Burleigh found harmonious with him could be part of the template cache, including Burleigh himself. Lucinda's pattern had
been in the banks once, but of course it was gone now.
It had begun this way, Lucinda recalled. The California legislature was ready to smother their research in its infancy, until she had the idea of taking the
legislators' brain patterns as templates. It gave them a sense of control, of ownership, over the program. President Burleigh had to feel the same way. Lucinda
had repented of her expedient compromise years before, but the price for it kept growing.
She pulled up the standard pattern comparison routines they used, and began adding elements to adjust for the particular brain of the detainee. She asked O'Doul
for information and opinion a couple times, and got terse answers. He never asked her for help, even though he was making his own additions.
"You've been very quiet today," Lucinda said.
"Not really."
That didn't convince her. "You know you can talk to me, Edwin," she said. They had been thrown together here on that day, working on the very first perpetrator
brought in. That counted for something to Lucinda.
"Yes, yes. Let's get this work done, make some difference while we can."
Lucinda turned over his words for a moment, until her heart dropped. His daughter Lauren had been a med student at Georgetown when the nuke went off. She had
stayed in Washington to help the flood of injured. She had made some difference – while the radiation from the salted bomb did its work. She had been badly ill
the last two months. That must have ended.
She gently laid a hand on his shoulder, but felt him stiffen at the consolation. She had tried to empathize with him before, but losing colleagues and losing
family were in different universes to him. Lifting her hand, she said "Talk with your friends, please."
O'Doul made a soft grunt. "These three templates look like our best options."
Lucinda looked back at the screens. "Yes, I think so."
She let the other subject lie. If he wouldn't confide in her, that was his right. If he wanted to bury himself in work to assuage his grief, if he made himself
a cog in Burleigh's machine, Lucinda was in the wrong position to condemn him.
She passed close to O'Doul, who didn't turn to see her. He was
talking softly to other members of his old Johns Hopkins
research team. That gladdened her. Apparently he was getting
the support he needed from them, even if she might have felt
better if she could have given it.
Her students had two tables close together, and she slipped
by them quickly. She got only a few glances from some of them,
and that same long look from Dr. Garritty. When she found a
nearly empty table, she made sure to sit facing away from him.
Lucinda ate without savoring, even though it dimly
registered that the broccoli salad was quite good. She pulled
out printouts of two medical papers, and got to reading them,
underscoring and making marginal notes when she wasn't taking
bites of dinner.
"There you are!"
Lucinda knew the voice, but was stunned when she saw the
face looking down upon her. "Nancy?" she gasped. "Dr.
LaPierre? When did you—"
"Just yesterday." LaPierre took the seat opposite Lucinda.
"It's been a while, Lucinda."
The affable tone made Lucinda squirm. They were not
friends, certainly not after that last day. "But, but you
refused to come here. How did they bring you in?"
"I volunteered." A self-effacing smile shone from her dark
face. "What can I say? I was wrong. I thought the government
would be using overlay, using us, to justify attacks. Instead,
from all I saw from the outside since January nineteenth,
they've been digging to expose the roots of the evil."
LaPierre was right, partly. America hadn't launched military
reprisals beyond its borders, even though from the early
interrogations Lucinda had assisted, two countries seemed tied
to the plot. And Burleigh was chasing down individuals
connected to the attack, in America and in a few obliging
nations. He was also going after violent, or potentially
violent, extremists at home.
Burleigh's definitions of "potentially" and "extremist,"
though, were expansive. She had seen him expound on his vision
of ridding the world of the personalities who would commit
such atrocities, across the world, but in America first and
foremost, as a grand example. He seemed to have a lot of
people in mind. "So when they came asking again," LaPierre
continued, "I was glad to agree. I probably should have sought
them out before then. It would have been, well, a betrayal to
the friends we lost not to join the work."
Lucinda felt a pang. She wouldn't have called all three
colleagues who had been testifying to Congress that day
friends, but that didn't soften the pain of losing them. A
fourth, Sam Jeong, had gotten killed in "disturbances" that
brewed up on Berkeley's campus after the bombing, and that had
been worse, in its way. "That's what I thought," Lucinda said,
"when I joined."
"I remember that," LaPierre said, briefly sour. "I'm still
sad at all the time I lost. If that NSA agent who scooped us
up and flew us out hadn't been so belligerent, insisting we do
everything today so we could go kill people tomorrow, I might
have made a different decision. Lord, I hope he's not running
around here, giving that talk to people."
Morris Hope hadn't been nearly as unthinking as LaPierre
recounted, but that no longer mattered. "You don't have to
worry about him any more, Nancy. He's been fixed."
"Been what?"
"It's a slang term that's cropped up here," Lucinda said,
looking into her salad bowl. "Came from something President
Burleigh said, according to my students. Someone was
questioning him about whether we were breaking prisoners with
torture to roll up the conspirators. 'We're not breaking
anyone,' he said—"
"'We're fixing them,'" LaPierre said. "I watched that press
conference. That was when I started changing my mind about
matters." She smiled. "So what's-his- name got overlaid."
Lucinda just nodded. He had recoiled from her the one time
she'd seen him, two weeks after the bombing. He was plainly
ashamed to see her, to recall what he had said on that day,
and slinked away. That tough but thoughtful man was gone. Even
if they had another chance meeting, she'd never really see him
again. She probably wouldn't ever see Kate Barber again,
either. Her colleague had been scooped up along with herself
and Nancy by Agent Hope the day Washington died. Kate had
refused to be part of Burleigh's project, a stand Lucinda
hadn't had the courage to make, and was interned in some
unnamed place. How interesting that Nancy showed no interest
in her fate.
"Good," LaPierre said. "We've got millions of yahoos in this country calling for blood, but now it's one less." She took an encompassing look at where she was.
"Or maybe more."
Lucinda had reached her limit. Luckily, her tray was almost empty, so her retreat wouldn't look blatant. "Well, I guess we'll be crossing paths now and again."
She started getting up.
"Oh, more than that, Lucinda. I'm going to be your supervisor, starting next week."
Lucinda nearly dropped the tray. "After just getting here?"
"I was surprised, too," LaPierre said, her smile widening, "but someone above pulled a few strings. Of course, I'm trying to get Julio from our team here too,
but they don't have so much need for low-level assistants here. Of course, Sam wouldn't come even if I asked."
This time, Lucinda slammed down her tray. "It's vile of you to joke about the dead that way," she hissed, and turned away.
"Dead? Didn't you know?"
Lucinda stopped three paces from the table, dozens of eyes on her. She walked back, only so she wouldn't have to speak up and draw more attention. "Know what?"
"Sam survived. It was touch and go, and he's still in physical therapy. Still in a terrible mood last time I visited him, three weeks ago. So scornful, so
bitter." She tipped her head. "I think he blames you for something. Has he told you what?"
"I've never heard from him. I – I never knew." So why hadn't she heard?
The women's dormitory was already half-filled. Lucinda crossed it, swerving around yellow partitions and through half-blocked walkways, to get to the
information officer's booth. She lifted up the ID hung around her neck so the woman could scan it. "Picking up," Lucinda told her.
The officer checked her terminal. "You have three messages. Two internal, one external."
Lucinda put her pocket-comp into the officer's outstretched hand. The woman plugged a secure fiber-link into it, uploaded the messages, and handed it back.
"Thank you," Lucinda said automatically.
She weaved through the dormitory again, back to her semi-private bunk. It had been a long time since she had had a private room here, and most of the women here
had never had that equivocal privilege. She sat down on her cot, dialed up the first message on her comp, and found the rumors about things getting worse
confirmed.
Emergency elections for the new Senate would happen in a few days. The new Senators would be coming to Mount Weather directly, naturally taking up prime living
quarters. Those bumped would be coming down to the dorms. Things would be getting more crowded. It was bad news, but small change to Lucinda.
The second internal message urged anyone who felt traumatized or conflicted to seek confidential assistance at a certain office. This had an ominous sound to
Lucinda. However she might feel, she wouldn't be going there.
She opened the external message, and sat up straighter. It was a letter from Josh.
Calling Joshua Muntz a "special friend" sounded like a mealy-mouthed euphemism, but it was the closest Lucinda could come to describing their relationship. They
were more than friends, but not lovers by the common definition. Josh's past, which he had undergone an overlay to escape, left him uncomfortable in taking that
final step. Lucinda respected that, and him.
She dove into his letter, hoping it might have some news about Sam. All she found, though, were commonplaces.
Your parents have finally settled into your house. Good idea to move them up here, out of their apartment. There was a glitch with your direct
deposit, but we fixed it, so their finances are set. I think they've come to like me, even with my past.
Ben isn't whining at night any more. I have a neighbor, Andrea, who's done some dog training. She knew a trick, and Ben's feeling better now. I still
wish he could have stayed over at your house, but allergies are allergies. And I know he misses you, Luci. Me too.
My job's going fine ...
Her eyes began to skip. It was unfair to expect eloquence of him, but she couldn't help some impatience.
I still don't really understand what you're doing there, Luci, and why you've stayed with it so long. It doesn't seem quite like you, or at least
the way I thought of you. You ought to come back here, to your university. I know one or two folks there who would be glad to see you again.
She read that section again. Was he trying to say something between the lines? Hinting about Sam? She well knew that outgoing mail was censored, and suspected
that incoming material was too. Might Josh know that, and be dodging around it? She couldn't know, and she couldn't ask.
She read Josh's last lines, but nothing there gave her any succor. She powered down the pocket-comp. She was no nearer the answers to her questions – and she
felt no nearer to Josh, either. Or anyone.
She nearly turned it back on, to write to him, or to her parents. Instead, she slid it under her cot. Maybe she could write when she didn’t feel eyes looming
so close over her shoulders.
Lucinda drew the translucent partition, and started changing for bed. She might read a while – or might just go straight to sleep. That was her only sure
refuge these days.
II
A roadside diner was ahead, its parking lot half-full. Lucinda scrutinized its near side and front as she walked, but didn't find one. On the far side,
though, she hit paydirt: a single old-fashioned pay phone.
She looked through her change purse again. She hadn't needed cash the last eight months, and a good thing, too: she wasn't carrying any when she was scooped
up.
That was almost literally true. She had a dollar coin, two quarters, and a few nickels and pennies. It might be enough, though.
She reached the phone and read its front plate. Local Calls: $1.50 (3 min) Long-Distance: $2.50 (2 min)
Lucinda cursed her luck. No local call could help her. She checked the change slot, then stalked away. She wandered around the lot, trying to think of a new
plan, her eyes on the dirt and scattered gravel underfoot, just in case.
And her luck turned. She caught a glint of dull brass, reached down, and found a dollar coin in the dust. She started racing back to the phone, checking her
momentum when she saw people walking out of the diner.
She put in the two dollars and two quarters, and heard the click interrupt the dial-tone. She hoped she remembered his cellphone number correctly, and punched
it in.
It probably had no official name, but everyone called it the Memorial Room. Dozens of photographs hung on the oak-paneled walls, framed images of the White
House, The Capitol Building, the Washington Monument, the Supreme Court Building, The Mall, all those places that had been destroyed. Even landmarks that still
stood, like the Lincoln and Jefferson Memorials, had their places, though with perhaps less black crepe adorning the frames.
Lucinda didn't see most of the images any longer. The conference room was familiar enough that everything there receded into the background. She quickly found
the placard with her name and sat down, managing not to groan when she found Dr. LaPierre's name next to hers.
Other people filed in over a few minutes. LaPierre sat down briskly, a bit surprised to find Lucinda there. O'Doul walked in with a colleague whose thin,
patchy hair showed he'd been one of the Johns Hopkins doctors who rushed into Washington that day. To Lucinda's regret, they sat far from her. So did Ms. Madsen
and Dr. Garritty, two of her freshly graduated students making a foreboding appearance.
When Donna Laskey, nominal chief of the overlay program, arrived, she took a seat one down from the unoccupied head of the table. Lucinda knew what this meant,
and got ready to rise. A moment later, everyone stood as President Lewis Burleigh entered the room.
He looked better than the first time Lucinda had met him. His suit was perfect, his sparse gray hair well-groomed, and some of the pallor had gone from his
face. Ten guards, four in civilian suits, six in Army uniform, spread across the room.
Burleigh went to his seat, then past it. "Curtis," he said, reaching for Dr. Garritty's hand, "glad to see you."
"Likewise, Lew – uh, Mr. President," said Garritty, and Lucinda's stomach went into free-fall. All those looks from him finally came into focus.
"Sorry to be keeping you at the Mount for now," said Burleigh, "but I own I'll make it easier on you. Oh, sit down, everyone."
They all did. Even though the President had appointed Laskey to supervise overlay matters, he still sat in on the majority of these weekly meetings. The
program was his creation, his tool. Even as Laskey opened the meeting with a mass of technical items, she did it as a subordinate.
Lucinda took her minimal part in proceedings, giving the information requested of her and no more. She had made cautious proposals at the first few meetings,
recommending they leave a light footprint, both in numbers of overlay patients and breadth of alterations made to their brains. Those meetings taught her not to
waste her time, or to expose her dissent, however guardedly. The others obliged her by noticing her as little as possible.
New business eventually came up, and Burleigh took the reins. "Everyone probably knows by now that the special House elections are done," he said, an unwitting
smile showing he approved of the results. "They'll be joining the Senate here in a few days, and that's going to stretch lodgings here pretty thin. Some people
are going to be doubling up on their bedding. 'Hot-cots,' they call them: sleeping in shifts."
He named nobody, but Lucinda was sure she'd be getting the short end. Living under the Mount had bred pessimism, mostly because it was so often correct. She
began winding a stray wisp of hair around her finger.
"Fortunately, that will be temporary," Burleigh continued, "because in several weeks we'll be opening up our first auxiliary location for the overlay program,
and transferring part of your operations over to it. It's still a secure location, of course, but it will be more comfortable, with room to grow."
Appreciative murmurs trickled across the room. Lucinda felt briefly better herself, until she saw the implication of how big this undertaking was becoming.
"For those who'll be moving, the restrictions you've had to live with here will be noticeably loosened." The sounds of gratitude were stronger this time.
Lucinda let herself smile, on their behalf. "For those remaining here, we'll be able to ease this restrictions for some of you as well. For others, well, some
issues will finally have to be resolved."
Burleigh's eyes were right on her. To other observers, it was a casual glance, without hostility, without plain intent. Lucinda knew better.
"From the beginning, we've needed every single expert we could gather here, to perform the therapies, refine techniques, and train a new cohort so we can expand
our capabilities closer to what's needed long-term. Now that those new specialists are ready—" Burleigh gave a nod toward Garritty and Madsen. "—we can undo that
necessary compromise.
"In purging the evils of extremism and violence from our country, we must be vigilant not only about whose brain templates are used, but about who does the work.
This undertaking is about finding and fixing people who are dangers to the survival of humankind. Letting such people have shelter here, in positions of power
over the work itself, is an intolerable contradiction. I own the responsibility for letting it go this far, but that's over.
"Every member of the overlay project will be undergoing MEG scans to check for destructive, intolerant, primitive mindsets that make them unfit for work here.
There will be only a few exceptions, where the subject is known to be beyond suspicion." Burleigh gave another of his looks to Dr. Garritty, who smiled back.
"Everyone else, though, must undergo it, if only to alleviate any suspicion."
Lucinda knew she was finished here, and it brought a strange relief. Her powerlessness here would be over. Outside, she might have a better chance to affect
matters, to join with others to fight Burleigh, somehow. And she could let all the pain flow out, heedless of whether some guard or camera spied her.
O'Doul put his hand up. "Mr. President, what becomes of someone who fails this test? Is he just sent home?" he wondered, a tone of hopefulness peeking through.
"Out of the question," Burleigh said. "We'd have to detain any such individual – or in certain cases adjust him, or her."
Burleigh's rough words were like a door slamming in Lucinda's head. She barely heard someone else ask "Could you define 'certain,' sir?"
"Simply a judgment call on how threatening to our safety that person is." His eyes were right back on her, the veil cast aside from his intent. "Or if that
person has enough enlightenment to own up to the truth and request a therapeutic overlay, no indefinite detention would be necessary." The President smiled, so
reasonably. "Donna, you have the schedule and question checklists, right?"
"Right here, Mr. President." Laskey produced them from an attaché.
"Thank you," Burleigh said, taking the schedule. "Torrance, O'Doul, Murcia. Yes, that's good, but we need to start with you, Ms. Peale."
Those few who hadn't noticed his meaningful looks turned to Lucinda. She held herself steady and, matching his brashness, said "Fine. When?"
"Oh, now. Curt, are you checked out on the Penn State lie-detection methodology?"
Dr. Garritty looked positively eager. "Yes, sir. I did some extra studying the last month. The Penn State method's always interested me."
"Excellent. This meeting's all but over, so take one of Director Laskey's checklists, get Peale to a scanning room, and do the job." He looked almost
disinterestedly back at Lucinda. "This is a formality, of course. I'm sure there's no reason to doubt the result."
Two of the soldiers had moved to flank Lucinda. She stood, summoning up the last of her brazenness. "I don't see why there would be, Mr. President."
The cart drove through narrow streets toward the medical complex. Added lamps on the cavern ceiling had alleviated Mount Weather's permanent twilight, but
Lucinda saw only darkness.
Her head had been buzzing since she left the Memorial Room, as she struggled to find some escape from her predicament. The soldiers close by, even in the cart,
made flight hopeless, even if she had known how to get out of the Mount. As for fooling the brain scans, that was impossible. They detected signs of prevarication
within the mind even before a subject could speak. Only pathological liars wouldn't be caught by the Penn State method, and readings in other areas gave that
condition away. Refusing to answer would only confirm the President's conclusion by different means.
What was left? Feigning illness to avoid the session? Transparent, and ignominious. Pleading to Dr. Garritty for mercy? Pointless, and ignominious. She had
one option remaining, and it felt better to her with every passing moment.
The cart stopped, and her escorts saw her out of the vehicle. Garritty led the way inside. A few people in the corridors stared as the procession passed them.
Lucinda saw them, and kept her head high. She hoped they would remember that.
An examination room awaited them, the same one usually reserved for people connected to the Washington attack. "Help her into the bed, please," Garritty asked
the guards. As they strapped her down, he worked on the computer, presumably calling up the Penn State protocols. Lucinda winced when her keepers cinched the
bonds too snugly, but said nothing. Once finished, one of the guards stepped out of the room. The other took position by the shut door at something like parade
rest.
Garritty touched a button, and Lucinda began sliding into the scanning tube. "Actually," she heard him say over the hum of the sliding bed, "could you stand
watch outside, Corporal? I'll get a cleaner scan with fewer people diverting the subject's attention. I'll call if I need you."
Lucinda was inside the tube now, but she could hear the door, the footsteps, and the door. That left only Dr. Garritty's shufflings, and her own breath. She
waited.
"Please state your name," she heard over the speaker installed in the interior of the scanner. Truth scans didn't really need this calibration, but it did
provide a little useful precision.
"Lucinda Dolores Peale," she said. Other questions came. "Forty-six. Nogales, Arizona. UCLA, undergrad through doctorate." It didn't shift her composure.
She was ready for the real questions.
She heard more shuffling, and tapping at a keyboard. "Dr. Peale, do you harbor any moral or ethical doubts about the work you, and others, are doing here?"
"No, Dr. Garritty, no doubts whatsoever." She took a deep breath. "I am quite certain that this project is a perversion of everything I hoped neural overlay
would be."
"What – umm, wait a minute."
Lucinda didn't wait. This felt too good. "Not only is this the apotheosis of government power-grabbing – something I'd almost expect under the circumstances –
but it's the biggest bait-and-switch I've ever witnessed. Burleigh is using the cover of investigating Black Friday to conduct an assault on an entirely different
group. I remember a time when you people didn't approve of that."
"Dr. Peale, we need to stop for a moment."
She heard his confusion, and almost laughed. "No, I don't think so. I need to voice my beliefs before I'm brainwashed out of them. Treating dissent as a
mental illness has its precedents, you know. The Soviet Union comes to mind. So does Orwell: you can't escape thinking about him here."
The bed began sliding out of the scanner. "Then think about him quietly," Garritty hissed.
"What, you don't like hearing that you're everything you've ever accused your political opponents of being, and more?" Her voice started rising. "You mean
that, in the words of the famous actor, you can't handle the truth?"
Hands reached inside, clamping over her mouth. "I'm fine with the truth, Lucinda," said Garritty, his face now becoming visible. "I had just expected you to
lie. Now I have to start all over."
Before she could absorb this, someone knocked at the door. "Doctor?"
Garritty turned. "No problems here, Corporal."
"All right."
Garritty sighed, with a shudder Lucinda could feel through the hands he still had over her mouth. "I was planning on falsifying the readings," he whispered,
"letting you pass this little inquisition, so I could have someone inside here to work with. If you'll go along, I can still do that."
He must have taken her look of disbelief as a plea to speak, because he lifted his hands. "You mean ... you're not ...?"
"I'm not on Lew's side, if that's what you mean. He may trust me, but – well, it's a long story. So, are you with me, or were you looking forward to going out
in a blaze?"
Lucinda almost got mad, until she realized that she had been enjoying her Joan of Arc performance. Now she had another alternative – if she could trust Dr.
Garritty. This seemed too great a stroke of luck, but on the flip side, she couldn't see what stringing her along this way could gain Burleigh and company.
And she hadn't had a friend within two thousand miles for a long time.
"If we're going to do this," Lucinda said, "we'll need it to be plausible. Burleigh won't believe I'm four-square on his side, no matter what your scans say.
I've got a cover story in mind to explain away my antagonism. Just follow my lead with the questions."
"All right." He didn’t sound sure, but didn't question her further. He took a step away, then turned back. "The President really mistrusts you that much?"
"Yes, and I almost consider it an honor."
His mouth slowly turned upward, and his face seemed to shed years. "My kind of gal." He was still smiling as he slid Lucinda back inside the scanner.
She heard nothing the rest of the day. She couldn't read anything into that, but it made the waiting no easier. When she lay down on her cot that evening, she
wondered whether somebody would arrive in the middle of the night to take her away. She fell asleep, eventually, waiting.
The next day passed twice as slowly. She had a new partner in O'Doul's place, and never thought to wonder whether his absence was temporary or permanent. She
worked on autopilot, worry always roiling in the back of her mind. She never gave a thought to the two men whose brains she analyzed: her mind was more on whether
she should have written her parents last night, when it might have been her last chance. Eventually she comforted herself: if she was going to be fixed, they
probably wouldn't let her say anything to the outside before they came for her.
Lucinda went without lunch, and by dinnertime still had no appetite. She went to the canteen because she knew she needed food even if she didn't want it. A
couple people seemed surprised to see her. She found this darkly humorous: had they expected her to disappear that quickly? And why shouldn't they have?
She sat at the table next to the Johns Hopkins group, and noticed that O'Doul wasn't there. She began thinking about him, as she worked at whatever chicken dish
was on her plate.
"I think he wanted it. Ed wanted them to take him away."
Lucinda perked up, but didn't turn. That was Dr. Rory Singer, a colleague of O'Doul she had met a few times, who sounded like he was in mourning.
"He was feeling so hopeless, and couldn't talk about it. It was grief, of course—" Singer's voice dropped. "—but there was a strain of hatred, too. A need
for vengeance he just couldn't master."
"That's just intolerable," Dr. Mara Bournazian said.
"Of course, of course. He had to know that, but he couldn't rid himself of it. That's why he gave himself over: so they could make him better."
"Well. That was the right choice, then. I'm glad he was that wise. So how do we adjust our schedule so—"
Lucinda didn't listen any more. She fought down nausea, while one hand twitched, wanted to clutch at her hair. Edwin was gone. Even if he returned to duty, it
wouldn't be the same man. It was as though he had committed suicide. In a sense, perhaps he had.
She forced down more food, until her stomach would take nothing else. She tried to look casual as she disposed of the remnants and left, but they had to see it,
the horror and pity and disgust emanating in waves from her. She walked toward her dormitory, as fast as she dared.
Someone swung around in his tracks, aiming for her. Lucinda seized up inside, as her feet kept carrying her. The figure came up right beside her, and she
relaxed only a little to see it was Garritty.
"You're clear, Lucinda," he said softly. "The President accepted the result, though I can't say he trusts you yet."
Her viscera unwound a quarter-turn. "All right."
"He'll still wants someone keeping an eye on you, and I think I persuaded him to make me that someone."
"All right."
Garritty took a quick look at her. "Okay. I'll contact you later, when you're feeling safer." He began to peel away, then swerved back. "I'll try to match
your resourcefulness, Lucinda." He turned, and was gone in an instant.
She kept going a few hundred feet before she dared to sigh. A twinge of shame came upon her for driving him off, but her relief was greater. In a day or two,
she could absorb this. Not now.
She resumed course for her dormitory. Maybe it was time to write Josh again, even if she hadn't gotten a response to her most recent letter. Maybe some of her
relief would show through the self-censorship, and make things better between them.
Then she remembered her new bunkmate. She would still be on her first shift of sleeping, for another half-hour at least. Lucinda couldn't write at her bunk
without risking making a fresh enemy, the last thing she needed, and she had no illusion that the common area wasn't watched.
Lucinda slowed, then turned away. She'd go look at that miserable little fountain running in the center of the compound, and write there. For a half-hour at
least.
"Oh, Dr. Peale?"
Lucinda stopped halfway to her bunk-space. The information officer usually didn't call for someone. Part of her thought it might be Dr. Garritty, getting in
touch after three days of nothing. The rest of her tightened up in a grimly familiar way as she walked to the booth.
"You have one internal message," the officer said, "and a pass." He wore a smirk he probably didn't know he was making.
Lucinda passed him her pocket-comp to upload the message. When she got it back, there was a scan-card placed across its screen. "Um, where is this pass for?"
"I believe the message says that,
ma'am. Yes, Doctor?"
She stepped aside for someone else
using the booth, and called up the new message.
Lucinda,
It was good to see you again a few
nights back. It was better to find you might be interested. If
you like, we could talk about that tonight, in my quarters. A
map's attached.
There's no pressure. If you don't want
to come, you don't have to. If you just want to talk, we'll do
that. If you want to do more – we can do that too.
Curt
She wasn't looking at the information
officer, but she could feel his look, his leer. She walked to
her bunk, not looking back, and read the note again. Anger
began to coalesce inside her like ice, before a moment of
dispassion melted it. His plan had worked, after all.
Lucinda wasted a few minutes sitting
on her cot, still warm from its other occupant, before
gathering herself up to go. The information officer watched
her pass with a vulgar satisfaction. She ignored it, telling
herself it was for the best, as she scrolled up the map on her
pocket-comp.
The directions led her onto familiar
ground: she had been billeted here when she first arrived,
when she was a needed and respected visitor. A soldier at a
guardpost took her card and scanned it. "Up one flight," he
said, handing it back, "and second on the left. Pass your card
over the scanner by the door once you're there."
She reached the door and waved the
card. A chime sounded inside. She waited, trying not to stare
at the guard standing watch down the hall. The doorknob
rattled, and then there stood Curtis Garritty, his hair mussed
and his shirt looking like he had just re-buttoned it.
"Dr. Peale," he said, smiling. "So
glad to see you. Won't you come in?"
She stepped inside, recognizing the
layout immediately, feeling strangely at home. She dropped
herself into a chair before Garritty could close the door.
"I guess my subterfuge worked." He
read Lucinda's eyes right away. "I know, I'm sorry. Creativity
failed me, so I went for plausibility. The fiction that we're
lovers will let you come here at least every couple of days
without talk." He caught himself, and turned a bit red. "Well,
without suspicion."
Lucinda found herself nodding. "I
understand. I'm not skilled at subterfuge either. Except maybe
the solo kind."
His look showed understanding.
"Anyway, we can talk freely now. Just keep it low, in case the
walls are thin." He had walked over to a mini-fridge before
seeing Lucinda's face. "What?"
Lucinda's eyes darted around the room.
"What if you're bugged?" she said, barely more than mouthing
it. "My information officer read your note, or acted like it.
Couldn’t they--?"
Garritty glanced up at the ceiling.
"In that case, we're doomed anyway." He took two cans out of
the mini-fridge. "But Lew said I'd get VIP treatment here, and
I'm guessing that includes my being spared close surveillance,
even if you still get the business."
He sat on the bed near Lucinda's
chair, and offered her one of the beer cans. She took it
before realizing what it was, then looked at it funny. "Oh,
I'm sorry," Garritty said. "Do you drink?"
"Not really." She popped it open, and
took a long drink. "But there are exceptions." Garritty
grinned. "Such as when talking to someone who knows the
President of the United States as 'Lew.'"
Garritty blushed again. "I'll give you
the short version. Lewis Burleigh was two years ahead of me
when I enrolled at Northwestern. He stayed there for business
school, so we were together my full four years before I went
for my M.D. We were good friends then, and if that diminished
on my side, it never really did on his. When he began bringing
in people he could trust for his grand project, I was on his
short list. It was already becoming pretty clear that you
didn't say 'no' to him without paying for it, so I chickened
out and said 'yes.'"
"I know how that feels."
Garritty took his first sip. "I guess
you do. I had heard about you, how early you were part of the
program, but I didn't know the details until our pas de deux in the exam room. I am
sorry about the colleagues you lost in Washington, even Dr.
Petrusky."
"Thanks." The cover story she had
concocted for the President involved her battles in office
politics, and other kinds, with Pavel Petrusky. He had wanted
overlay technology used in ways very similar to how Burleigh
was using them now, and Burleigh had explicitly cited Pavel's
influence on his decision. Lucinda played that as her
motivation for resisting the President then, and resenting him
afterward. Bitterness over petty politics seemed something
Burleigh would find wholly plausible, from experience. She had
been right.
Thinking about Pavel got her thinking
about the outside world again. "Would you be able to get
messages out? Without being opened or censored? I have a
couple colleagues back at Berkeley who could help us – don't
laugh. Not everyone at Berkeley is like that. And there are
things I'd want to tell my parents, my friends." She stopped
short of speaking Josh's name.
"I think that might be impossible.
Security's looser for me, but not lax. I'll try testing the
bounds, though."
"Please." She took a good look at him,
something she'd never done before. He was close to her age,
his black hair dashed with gray, his eyes a dark, shadowed
brown. He had a cleft dividing the point of his jaw, what she
had called a "chin-butt" back when she was young and the
future was nothing to fear.
"Dr. Garr—" She shook her head at
herself. "What should I call you? Curt? Curtis?"
"The President calls me Curtis," he
said, "so why don't you call me Curt?"
"I'll do that. And I'm Lucinda: Luci
never caught on with me." She took another swallow of beer.
"You've got a better connection to the outside world. Could
you tell me some news?"
"Don't you get news in here?"
"There's the official daily digest.
Might as well be Pravda. I could
solicit gossip, but I'm not quite in the social mainstream
here."
"I suppose you aren't." He took a sip,
and rubbed his mouth. "Well, the country's still in crisis
mode, and the government's taking advantage. They have the
media pretty well tamed, accepting censorship over any
information that might aid America's enemies."
"The terrorists?"
"Them, and ... others. A few papers
and stations didn't play ball. Their licenses have been, ahem,
suspended. Plenty of websites aren't playing ball, either, and
they're tougher to suppress, especially the smaller ones.
Their hosts are getting pressured, and a lot of 'volunteers,'
a sort of hacker militia, are taking down sites that don't toe
the line."
Lucinda shook her head. "Hard to
accept that people would go along with that."
"They're going along with a lot of new
restrictions. Commercial airline flights were only permitted
again six weeks ago, and you need a pass."
"Let me guess. You have to undergo a
brain screening to qualify, to show you aren't an extremist."
"Not everyone," Curt said, "but most.
They even did that with the new Congress, if you can believe
it. Burleigh found a few members he couldn't abide, and told
the rest to refuse to seat them."
"I'd heard that. The Congresspeople
are down here: I couldn't avoid picking up that gossip."
Lucinda sloshed her beer can. There wasn't much left. "Curt,
what does the public know about the attack, the people behind
it?"
"Oh, a few names, but Burleigh tries
to keep them secret, now that they've been made responsible
members of society again. As for anyone behind them—" Curt
gave Lucinda pointed look. "Do you
know something about them?"
"Well, yes." She laid out what she had
heard those first couple days after the attack, from the
perpetrators she had scanned and overlaid. She named the
countries: Iran and China. "I wouldn't call it ironclad, and
China wasn't as clear, but it was pretty persuasive."
"And Lew knew about this."
Lucinda nodded. "I can't imagine he
wouldn't."
Garritty looked ill for a moment, and
set his beer aside. "Because the government has been laying
out a lot of insinuations. Nothing outright, but enough to let
people draw conclusions. They've been implying things about a
band of hard right-wingers—"
"Oh, God."
"—who would've been glad to see the
seat of evil government destroyed, and to exploit it to start
a great purge, in America and abroad, fueled by the hate."
"Are people believing that?" Curt's
smile was pained. "I'm sure at least some people do. And
contrary points of view have had a tough time getting through.
Of course, those who don't believe it are getting really
outraged – which makes it easier to go after them as
hate-mongers, and discredit anyone connected to them."
Lucinda's head bowed. The worst of it
was how little surprise she felt at Burleigh's doings. "I
guess the candidates have to tread a fine line."
"The ones that are left. Burleigh's
got his nomination bagged. He all but ordered his two
challengers to drop out, as a show of national unity, and of
respect to the late President Davis."
"The one they were running against in
the first place. No doubt, they obeyed."
"No doubt. A few of the Republicans
did too, but they didn't have a chance in the first place.
That race isn’t settled. Three are still running, and it could
easily go to the convention."
He gave a summary of their half of the
race, but Lucinda began tuning it out. It didn't seem to
matter. Curt soon picked up on her mood.
"Lucinda, the President's going to be
defeated. The American people won't stomach all of this
forever. When they turn, when the facts get through to them,
Burleigh's going to be blown away."
Lucinda tried to feel cheered, but it
was like the wind trying to lift a leaden kite. "I used to
believe that, back when I agreed to work here rather than be
locked away. The last four months here, seeing things, doing
things – that hope's fled."
"Of course!" Lucinda suddenly found
him near, gripping her shoulders with strong hands. "Who
wouldn't despair here, with no connection to the outside
world? But things are different from the pinhole view you get
here. Will you try to believe that?" Her breath hitched, as
she felt her skin tingle under his hands. He soon backed away,
sensing he had crossed a boundary. "Please?"
"Yes. Yes, I'll try." She saw his
relief. "So what can we do here to work against Burleigh?"
Curt sat back down. "We'll have to
think that over. It's not something to decide in haste. For
now, though, the best thing you can do is to keep doing what
they expect of you. Don't give anything away. As for me ...
I'll do what I can to get us out of here. Both of us, into one
of the new facilities, someplace less oppressive where we
might have more room to act."
Lucinda thought, drinking the last of
her beer to give her time. "If it were only doing what I've
been doing, I could stand it. If they start making me do worse
things ... I've borne a lot, but I can't handle much more.
There are lines I cannot cross – and they're close."
Curt reached for her again, this time
gently clasping her hand. "I'll do my best," he said. "And I'm
sure you'll do yours."
"Watch the orbito-frontal activity,
Lucinda. We might get something there."
"Yes." Lucinda did as Nancy LaPierre
bid. She noted the lowered activity there: it came of the
subject in the scanner talking in a fast, loud stream of
consciousness to drown out his interrogator.
There were no questions about the
terror attack this time. The technician in the scanning room
was asking the fettered man about his associates in rural
Michigan: whether they were stockpiling guns or explosives;
whether they maintained hate websites; who in the family was
part of his plots. None of those questions had gotten an
answer.
Lucinda kept up her monitoring work by
rote, not letting herself think. Soon, the questioner gave up.
He rolled up the subject's trouser leg and jabbed in a
syringe, drawing a scream. It was some specialized sedative
they had been using here for a few months. The patient would
become passive but still alert. Scans would no longer be
cluttered, and they could read his innermost reactions to
questions or suggestions or mere words. They would get their
answers.
"Unbelievable," Nancy said, "how scary
some people are. Depressing, sometimes. But knowing our
thought reforms can make a difference makes it worthwhile.
Don't you think?"
The words "thought reform" echoed in
Lucinda's head. "It's why I got into this field," she replied,
not actually lying.
Nancy smiled. "I know, and I'm glad
you're here."
Lucinda made herself nod. She turned
back to her work, while her mind turned back to a few nights
before, the end of that first evening with Curt.
"This was a
tool for good once. A weapon against violence, against the
fear that creates – and now it's being used to create so much
fear."
She didn't tell him how so much of
that fear was hers, but she probably hadn't needed to.
The subject's shouts had faded to a
fervid murmur. Lucinda strained to catch some of his words.
"... restoreth my soul: he leadeth me
in the paths ..."
Whoever this man was, he was
terrified. Suddenly, whatever he had or hadn't really done,
there was a bond between him and Lucinda.
"... of the valley of death, I will
... I will fear no ..."
His voice gave out. The drug had taken
hold.
"Good," Nancy said. "Now we can get
some work done."
III
He picked up
on the third ring. "Hello?"
"Josh? Josh, it's Lucinda."
"Luci! Oh, Luci, it's great to hear
your voice. Things must finally be getting straightened out,
if they let you use a phone."
"No. Josh, they're not. It's starting
all over again. Listen, I don't have much time. I need help.
I'm out of money, and—"
"Hold on." Josh spoke to someone off
the line. Lucinda couldn't make either one out. "Okay, that
new facility you're in, in Ohio, right, a couple miles
outside—"
"I'm not in the facility. I broke out.
I'm maybe a mile west of the city proper, at—" She craned her
neck, and read off the diner's name. "I don't know the street,
but—"
"That's okay, that's great. Hang on
there, say fifteen minutes. It's gonna be all right." The line
clicked, and static whispered.
"Josh? Josh!?"
Lucinda listened to Donna Laskey
running down her agenda, with waning attention. It was the
weekly meeting in the Memorial Room. The President had been
called away by some unexpected political activity, and Laskey
held the chair. Nancy LaPierre was sitting next to Lucinda, as
always. Curt was several seats down, not looking his best.
Nothing noteworthy was being said, and
Lucinda felt the urge to let Laskey's drone put her to sleep.
She did drift away for a second, before something in Laskey's
tone roused her.
"... our international students,
coming in to be instructed in our overlay techniques. This is
a vital part of our initiative in carrying our mental reforms
across the globe. Dr. LaPierre, I'm sorry, but I'll have to
borrow your assistant part-time, for some more teaching."
Laskey had barely referred to Lucinda
by her name in two months. She was usually "Dr. LaPierre's
assistant." Lucinda absorbed the news, keeping her face
unmoved.
"I understand," LaPierre said. "We all
have to play our parts. How soon?"
"Our honored colleagues from China
will arrive in a week and a half. Will that be enough time for
you to adapt your lesson plan, Dr. Peale?"
"I ..." Lucinda concentrated,
searching for some way out of this. "I hope you're aware, Ms.
Laskey, that I don't speak a word of Mandarin."
"Our guests speak excellent English,
Doctor."
"And ... I hate to speak against
myself, but I never thought I was that good a teacher."
"Your students have disagreed. Several
of them praised you quite highly, including Dr. Garritty
here."
Lucinda shot him a shocked look, but
he wasn't facing her way.
"Dr. LaPierre is also well satisfied
with your work, which I suppose she now has reason to regret
reporting." She laughed, half the room following her. "So
you're our pick, Doctor."
Lucinda had her guard back up by now.
"All right. Let me see a schedule, and I'll get to work."
Laskey slid a few sheets down the
walnut table, for others to pass down to Lucinda. "Other
groups are going to our satellite facilities, but I'll inform
everyone here when new students are coming to the Mount. Now,
next on the agenda ..."
"How could you do that to me, Curt?
The Chinese?"
Curt winced under Lucinda's words,
even though she was keeping her voice down to guard to against
eavesdroppers on his quarters. "I wasn't trying to angle you
toward any specific assignment, Lucinda, much less this one. I
was telling people the truth, and maybe a bit more, to put you
in good odor."
"All right. I understand that, and I'm
sorry. But the Chinese? They're
responsible – not the students coming in, at least I hope –
but for Burleigh to treat them as friends, make them part of
his plans? It's—" She caught herself on the edge of a shriek.
"It's monstrous."
"I know." Curt sat on the edge of his
bed, shoulders caving in. "I'd say he must know something
exculpatory about China, but I don't really believe that. And
bringing them under the Mount? The super top-secret hideaway?"
His head drooped. "But why should I be surprised?"
Lucinda regarded him, then sat by him
on the bed. "Okay, enough about me. What's got you in a funk?
You've been looking miserable since this morning."
"You haven't heard? Oh, right. You
ought to read the news digests, even if they are slanted."
"I'll do that, if you tell me what's
wrong."
Curt huffed out a breath. "The
government raided the Republican National Committee yesterday.
FBI, DHS, the whole shebang."
"On what grounds?" Lucinda said.
"All of them. Hate-mongering,
sedition, treason. Same thing, really, with different names. I
guess Gandy's acceptance speech was a mite strong for Lew."
"Oh, God." Lucinda clutched at her
hair, twisting a strand. "What did they do to her?"
"She is, last I heard, a fugitive from
justice. She's probably gone to ground in her home state." He
walked over to the mini-fridge. "Beer?"
"No. If I started, I wouldn't want to
stop."
"I'll cut you off before it gets bad,
promise." He held out the can, but Lucinda snubbed it. With a
shrug, Curt put it back inside. "Needless to say, the
President is working to strike the Party of Hate from the
ballot. Even if he can't manage that, the accusation's enough
to ruin them, for this election, or longer." He opened his
hands to Lucinda. "You were right, my dear. We are stuck with
President Burleigh."
"Of all the things to be right about."
Lucinda found her way to a chair. "So there's no point to
delaying any more. We have to settle on a plan, or maybe more
than one, and start acting."
Curt sat on the bed's edge. "I'm not
sure anything we do will help much."
"Curt, we've procrastinated for two
months, hoping the problem would solve itself. We don't have
the luxury of that self-delusion any more."
"Okay, okay," he whispered, gesturing
for her to keep her voice low. "But the problem is pretty
intractable. We have to find a way to perform overlays that
still preserves the personality traits we're supposed to be
effacing, and do it in a way that fools follow-up scans."
They started reviewing the ideas they
had produced over two months. A few, like hypnosis, were
simply silly. Hypnosis required the will of the subject, so it
couldn't hold up in patients whose wills had verifiably been
altered. Other ideas, like producing nested neural nets,
sounded good only until one got past the name. They had no
idea how to hide one neural network inside another, or how it
could be concealed from scans and still have any effect on
behavior.
Transferring the trait of pathological
lying could let a subject slip through a truth scan: the Penn
State method couldn't pick up lying in a brain that thought,
in the moment, it was speaking the truth. Regular MEG scans,
though, could spot the new pathology. "And talk about the cure
being worse than the disease," Lucinda added, capping their
rejection of that plan.
One intriguing notion was implanting
subliminal suggestions or commands via overlay. Having a
"fixed" patient denounce his rehabilitation once on the
outside had real potential. The doctors' problem was that
programming something so precise would require using one
specific template, and it would be hard to justify many uses
of it. That, and the uncertainty of the work slipping past the
screening scans, made them shelve the idea.
They were left with two plausible
options. The first was to perform light overlays. The patterns
imposed would hold up during confirmation scans, but the new
neural pathways would de-potentiate over time, allowing the
old pattern to re-emerge. This was a great idea, if it would
actually work.
"All the research done on overlays,"
Lucinda said, "has been with the intent of making changes
permanent. Our earliest experiments on dogs gathered some data
on how much re-potentiation is required for permanent changes.
I can reconstruct that, and make educated guesses about where
the fuzzy line would be with humans, but I can't imagine I
could gather any confirming data here until we started doing
it this way. We'd be taking guesses."
"And the fuzzy line won't be the same
for every single neuron," Curt added. "A patient might end up
with two patterns jumbled together in the overlaid areas,
leaving him a mental mess." He groaned. "But even that might
suffice for our purposes. Enough of him re-emerges to lead him
to denounce what was done to him, while his rough mental
condition brings discredit to overlaying itself. I think it's
our best option."
"No, our best option is re-overlaying
subjects on the outside with their original patterns, but you
keep telling me how dangerous that is."
"I'm sorry, Lucinda. Being the
President's friend hasn't stopped them from monitoring my
mail. I'm convinced of it. There's no way I could upload a
file high in the gigabyte range to anyone without having it
looked over, and I can't imagine they'd let me send a flash
drive out of the Mount."
"But—" But her frustration didn't
change the facts.
"Besides which, I'm not sure there's a
trans-cranial magnetic stimulator left in America that's not
under the government's control. That means there'd be nowhere
to reconstruct our subjects' personalities. If I knew more ...
but that's not a question I can ask anyone outside without the
monitors red-flagging me."
"All right." Her head, hanging toward
the floor, nodded. "Keep looking for a loophole, but unless we
find one, the light overlays are our best option. I'll start
working on finding the right potentiation threshold." She
looked up. "You know, the pattern smuggling idea would have a
better chance if one of us could get outside the Mount."
"I know," Curt grumbled, "but I can't
swing it yet. The authorities are pretty stiff-necked."
Again, frustration hit Lucinda. "I
guess Lew doesn't trust his friends that much after all. They
still get their mail censored, and they can't transfer
somewhere where they can breathe."
"I can transfer!" Curt caught himself,
too late. "I'm sorry. Lucinda, forget that."
But Lucinda was already on her feet.
"Curt, don't be some gallant knight. Leave me behind if you
have to, but get out."
"No!" He took her by the wrists. "I
remember how hopeless you were here, without any kind of
support. I couldn't do that. We're going together, or not at
all. Got that?"
His eyes were intent on her, intent
and yet pained. Lucinda had heard Curt talk sometimes about
his two teenage children from a failed marriage, how
frustrating it was not to see them, to be close by in a scary
world. He was hurting, but still he was adamant.
"All right, Curt. It's your call. For
my part, I will try to – no, I will behave myself around my new
students. No one will have reason to give me any black marks.
I hope that's enough."
Curt's grip slipped down to her hands.
"I know how difficult this is for you, Lucinda, I honestly do.
Just remember, you aren't alone. You're never alone."
Lucinda took her time walking back to
the dorm. She was taking another long step, teaching those
Chinese scientists. It was another one of those things she
couldn't have borne to do, at the start. It was terrible how
accustomed to things you became, in time.
At least she had Curt as an ally –
even if it was obvious how much more he wanted to be.
It did tempt her. He was the only
support she had here, and it seemed the same for him. It would
be easy to grasp all the comfort they could have for
themselves, but she wasn't ready to take that long step.
Besides, in her worst moments, she
doubted him. He had restrained her from precipitate action for
two months, and now was telling her their more ambitious plans
had to give way to incremental actions. Could he really be
Burleigh's pawn, reining in her resistance, keeping her
working for their interests as long as they could contrive it?
But that was lunacy. Far easier to
scoop her into custody than to play such a game. Paranoia was
becoming a habit down here. No, Curt was a friend. And only
that.
Back at the dorm, she asked for her
messages. "One internal," the information officer said. She
tried not to look deflated as she had it uploaded.
Josh hadn't written her in almost
three weeks now, even with two of her letters intervening. His
questions about her work had grown complaining, almost
selfish. Maybe it was how he veiled his other concerns in a
way that would pass censorship – or maybe she was overthinking
things.
Her parents were still writing, and
hadn't mentioned anything odd about Josh. Who knew what was
going on?
She went off to a corner of the dorm
and read her new message. It was the daily news summary.
Recalling Curt's chiding of her ignorance, she began reading
it. She could only take a few pages before the content, and
the tone, soured her.
She switched modes on her pocket-comp
and started composing a letter to Josh. Half a paragraph in,
she stopped, deleted, and started afresh to her parents. She
couldn't confront Josh directly with the questions she had,
but maybe others could get at it roundabout. And if she was
avoiding painful matters, she had gotten a lot of experience
in that lately.
Lucinda managed to enter the classroom
without being sick, and got through her first lesson without
bolting. The strange part, she thought later, was how quickly
she took a liking to her nine students, despite what they
represented.
They ranged from their mid-twenties to
their mid-fifties. They all seemed smart, attentive, and
receptive, which was no real surprise. They asked her good
questions, in good English, which was maybe a bit more of a
surprise. She had been restraining the complexity of her
language for their benefit, and by the end of the lesson had
repented. For a fleeting moment, she even felt a hint of her
old enthusiasm for the science, a muted echo of its potential
for good. That didn't last, but her fears about not being able
to bear up didn't either.
A few weeks into the course, one of
her students asked to stay behind after class. This caused a
stir with the soldiers escorting them, but it got sorted out.
One of them stayed behind, waiting just outside the classroom,
while the other two herded their charges to wherever they went
after class.
Wei Lifang had questions about the
finer points of tuning the trans-cranial magnetic stimulator
for deep work within the brain. Lucinda had meant to cover
this next lesson, but gave Dr. Wei some early pointers. Wei
thanked her, but did not turn to leave.
"Dr. Peale. I do not mean to give
offense, but ... do you enjoy teaching this class?"
It might be a dangerous question, but
Wei seemed too reticent to be an agent
provocateur. Still, Lucinda was cautious. "I do. I've
enjoyed having you as pupils. However, I did resist the
assignment at first. I didn't think I was the best teacher you
could have."
"Oh, you have been very good, Dr.
Peale," said Wei, with a beautiful, almost musical British
accent. "I hope our teachers are doing as well with your
colleagues."
"Your teachers?" Lucinda kept herself
under control, but she didn't have to feign the curiosity. "I
hadn't heard about this." That made Wei wary. "So much work
goes on down here, we don't get to hear of everything being
done."
"Oh, yes. I know how that happens,"
Wei said, amused. "But it is a good exchange. You teach us the
advanced overlay techniques, and we teach you our advanced
work in – how is the word – neurotheology."
Lucinda didn't flinch. "Oh. Is it your
fellow students teaching us, or others? Or is it you?"
"No, not me. Two of the students, and
a few others."
"I see. I know a little about
neurotheology. What are they teaching, or do you know?"
"I know some of it." Wei laid out the
neurology, which Lucinda knew in large part. Religious
experience and response had a seat within the brain, similar
to those of vision or language. It lay largely in the temporal
lobe, extending to the parietal lobe and amygdala, with
tendrils stretching into the brain in individual patterns.
Some wag had dubbed it "the God module" a quarter-century
back, and the name had stuck.
"But you do not need to alter all of
it to have profound effects," Wei said, warming to the
subject. "In a compact area, you can manipulate the religious
impulse, turn it in more productive directions, toward more,
what is the word, appropriate figures."
"You mean worldly figures," Lucinda
prompted.
"Yes. It is true, you see, to the
tenets of Kong Fuzi – you Westerners call him Confucius."
Lucinda nodded to keep her going. "Leaders possess the mandate
of heaven, to take responsibility for peace, order,
well-being. Virtuous and wise leaders deserve obedience. So
this way, religious sentiment is appropriate for a great
leader."
"I hadn't known this," Lucinda said,
"about Confucius."
"It is an ancient truth we are
rediscovering," said Wei. "The West is only beginning to learn
it more recently. You see," she said chuckling, "you are the
teacher, but now you are learning things from your student."
Lucinda smiled back. "Learning from
students happens all the time."
She hurried to Curt's rooms, slowing
herself only enough not to appear suspicious to the guards who
scanned her now semi-permanent pass. She had gotten over
worrying about their prurient thoughts, but running to see her
supposed lover would set off even their alarm bells. She
activated his doorbell with her passcard, and was mildly
surprised to find Curt there.
"Lucinda? It's kinda early—"
She pushed her way inside, waved at
him to shut the door, and collapsed into her familiar chair.
"Remember how we thought we'd seen the worst from President
Burleigh? Well, it just got worse. Much, much worse."
She spilled what she had learned from
Wei Lifang, to an evolution of shocked faces from Curt. "And I
couldn't say anything for four hours, all through my shift in
the monitoring room. I swear I almost threw up in there. Had
to tell Nancy I was catching a flu bug. At least that made her
keep her distance."
Curt shuffled zombie-like toward the
fridge, but his feet stopped, and he stared at a wall. "Can
the President be serious?"
"Why not? Why is this any more
unthinkable?" Lucinda ran a hand into her hair.
"So anyone in his clutches becomes
what? Idolaters of the state? Worshippers in the cult of
Burleigh? God, Rousseau wrote about this: combining the state
and the divine, to be worshiped as one. And now Burleigh's
doing it."
"And how long before it isn't just
enemies he forces this on?" She twisted her finger, wrapping
it in hair. "There's no end to it. The country stands by, and
one by one—"
"Lucinda, please." Curt had her hand,
and was unwinding it gently. "I know you're nervous, but that
just sets me on edge." The lock of hair fell loose. "Besides,
you'll pull out all your hair if you get any more anxious."
He patted her hand and paced away.
Lucinda glanced at her hand, and began thinking.
"I'd heard some rumors: people
voluntarily getting overlays to prove their loyalty. Even some
loose talk about a personal loyalty overlay, but I never
imagined such egotism from Lew."
"Ego," Lucinda echoed, too soft for
Curt to hear.
"Shows how little I really knew him.
Anyway, our hand's forced. We start our sabotage campaign now,
with lightened overlays. The data you've gotten me should be
adequate. I can perform them. It'd be easier with you on my
team, but I think I can cover my tracks well enough." He
groaned. "It isn't much, but it'll give the President a little
less of what he wants."
"Wait. Maybe that's not right."
"What?" Curt stopped pacing. "You mean
go for broke, try to smuggle out original patterns and—"
"No, no. Maybe we need to give the
President too much of what he wants."
"Huh? Lucinda, what do you—"
She chopped her hand through the air.
"Give me a moment, please." She thought intently, pulling
together all the strands. Curt said nothing, leaning against a
wall and waiting.
Lucinda finally looked up. "Curt,
answer me honestly, because I could be wrong. Does President
Burleigh have a certain verbal tic about using the word 'own'
to mean 'internalize' or 'acknowledge,' especially about
responsibility?"
"Oh, yes. He's been doing that since
college. I hear it in his speeches now, when I actually
listen."
"Then it's something people on the
outside would pick up on?"
"If they've heard him talk, sure. And
he has been talking a lot."
A tiny warning sounded deep in
Lucinda's mind. The immediacy of her coalescing plan, though,
overwhelmed it.
"Early in our human tests," Lucinda
said, "we found that behaviors from the person providing the
neural template could inadvertently be mapped onto the overlay
subject. A physical tic from a template donor, rubbing at the
chin, appeared in subjects who had not exhibited it before."
"Yes, I know that happens. Less now
that scans are more precise. But I think I see where you're
going."
"Right. What if we could reproduce
such a behavior deliberately? What if we could impress
Burleigh's verbal tic on our patients? Once they're released
to the outside, would people pick up on it, make the
connection? Would they be revolted by the prospect of infinite
copies of Burleigh being cranked out?"
"I think they would," said Curt,
warming to the idea. "There have been plenty of interviews of
people who have been 'fixed,' 'reformed,' whatever. Lew's
using it as propaganda of sorts: the sinners repentant. Yes,"
he said, pumping a fist, "this will work."
"If we can get a good template. He's
already on file, but we weren't looking for any verbal tic
then. And we certainly can't just copy his Wernicke's area
wholesale into someone."
"That means a fresh scan," Curt said,
"and something triggering his use of 'own.' Problem is, would
he be willing to be scanned again?"
"You mean, would a man hoping to
impose worship of himself and his government on the populace
be willing to have parts of his own mind impressed directly on
people more often?" She barked a laugh "Curt, this should be
the easiest part of the plan. Just pitch it to him right: your
vision should be more widely represented, a deeper scan would
make your template more widely applicable, blah blah blah."
"Okay, Lucinda, I'll do that. But I'm
telling him it's your idea."
"What?"
"For two reasons. One, it's true. Two,
it'll put you in good with him, and that means we have a
better chance of springing you from here."
"Since you put it that way, okay. Tell
him, oh, that I heard about what was happening with his
political enemies, and I decided to act."
Curt smirked. "That has a certain dual
edge to it."
"Exactly. The best way to lie to
someone is by wrapping it up in the truth." She sighed. "I
think I might take a beer now."
"Sure thing." He fetched two, and
handed her one. "You do know, Lucinda, I hadn't expected us to
try to beat Burleigh by altering minds more instead of less."
Lucinda shuddered. That faint warning
had just become a klaxon. "I know. I'm taking another long
step down a road ... but no, we have to do this. It's our best
shot; maybe our only one."
"I agree completely," Curt said. "And
for what it's worth, I'll be doing the overlays. It's my overt
act, not yours."
"That's ... well, it's something.
Thanks."
"No problem. Here's to success." He
touched unopened beer cans with her. "Now drink up. You could
use it."
Lucinda and Curt prepared the equipment in the scanning room.
Two Secret Service agents watched over their shoulders, while
a third swept the room for any conceivable threat. The doctors
made no protest. The more secure the President felt here, the
better.
The third agent finished and left,
with no indication whether she was satisfied or not. The
others remained, silently observing. Lucinda felt no fear,
only a quiet suspense. If Curt's face meant anything, he
didn't even feel the suspense.
A moment later, agents and soldiers
squeezed through the door, with President Burleigh two steps
behind their phalanx. Curt automatically stood, and Lucinda
followed a split-second behind. Burleigh's eyes fell on both
of them, and Lucinda felt the first tiny kink in her stomach.
"Everything set up for me, Curtis?"
"Just a couple last things to do, Mr.
President. I can finish those while you're getting into the
machine. You can take off the coat and tie, if you like.
Lucinda, I'll handle it here. Head up to the monitoring
booth."
"In a moment, Doctor." She shrugged
off Curt's surprise, and walked as close to Burleigh as his
guards would allow. "Mr. President ... I owe you an
explanation."
Burleigh's eyes grew guarded. "About
what, Dr. Peale?"
"About how our relationship started
off. I think you've heard part of it: that you were taking the
side of my old adversary in office politics, and I resented
it. That's completely true, but it isn't the entire story."
Curt whispered her name, but Burleigh
gave a sharp "Go on."
"Well. It may be a character flaw of
mine, but I hate being strong-armed, coerced, no matter by
whom, no matter for what reason. Even if there are legitimate
and urgent reasons for it, when someone pushes me, I get my
dander up and I push back. That's what I did to you the day we
first met. Regardless of how right you were, I was pushing
back.
"I wanted you to know that I did
things wrong that day, and regret it ... and that I see things
differently now. I see you differently now, especially after
what certain people tried to do against you and your program.
You've proven yourself to be ... an American Pericles." Her
eyes wavered. "I only hope you'll accept my apology."
"Of course," Burleigh puffed out. He
reached for Lucinda's hand. She kept her grip soft, letting
his firm pump dominate her. "And may I say, you're showing an
uncommon maturity. I'm glad I was wrong about you, Dr. Peale."
"Thank you, sir," she breathed, and
took back her hand. She passed close to Curt. "I'll be in the
monitoring room, Doctor."
She made it to the monitoring booth
without her serene visage cracking. Once inside, where she
could be sure of some camera being on her, she kept herself
looking professional. She switched on the live feed from the
scanning room. President Burleigh was being secured onto the
bed for the MEG scanner. He had his coat and tie off, and his
collar open.
She allowed herself a smile. He
definitely was relaxed.
He slid inside, and Curt began asking
baseline questions. Lucinda could work through this part
blindfolded by now. Soon, Curt had the President talking about
his policies against terror and hate, and the need to defeat
opposition to his initiatives. Burleigh needed little
prompting to speak at length.
Lucinda noticed something unusual, and
took a closer look. The prefrontal cortex was a patchwork,
highly overaroused in places, underaroused in others. His
sense of the morality of his actions was at once dulled and
hyper-aware. She followed the exchange while checking records
from some minutes back, and finally saw the pattern. He was
convinced of his own righteousness, and much less concerned
about the effects he had on others.
Seen that way, she could scarcely be
surprised.
Having primed his patient, Curt
switched to having Burleigh re-read passages from his
speeches. Lucinda buckled down: here was the payoff.
Burleigh gave a good performance, and
had no hesitation in giving a repetition, "just to be sure."
During his second excerpt, Lucinda thought she recognized a
flash of activity, focusing into Wernicke's area and then out
again. Was that "own?" Was that the shape of a single word in
a man's brain? Fortunately, she didn't have to decide that
now, by herself.
Curt soon wrapped up the session, and
made sure to lavish thanks on the President for consenting to
assist them. "Of course, Curtis, of course," Burleigh
answered, as an agent helped him on with his coat. "How could
I decline for something so important?"
Like
myself? Lucinda imagined him adding.
Once Curt had seen Burleigh out and
shut down the equipment, he joined Lucinda in the monitoring
room. They kept their conversation on the work of crafting the
new template, work that would take them some time. Paring away
the unnecessary pathways of neural activity was the easy part,
the first chiseling of a granite block into a statue. Deciding
what to include was the finer work – especially in one
instance.
Curt waited a while before viewing the
particular snippet Lucinda had saved for him. She noticed his
attention, but kept to her end of the work, in case eyes were
prying. Finally he spoke up. "Is this bit worth keeping?"
That was the code phrase they had
settled on in his rooms. "I thought so," she replied, acting
casual. "Let's make sure."
It took only a few minutes to be sure,
and into the template it went. They finished the rest briskly,
but not in obvious haste, and uploaded the result to the
template bank. They both sighed as one, then smiled as one.
"Will I see you later this evening?"
Curt asked.
"Yes," said Lucinda. "It'll be good to
relax. See you then." With that, they left the booth, their
performances done.
Lucinda checked in at her dormitory's
information center – no messages – then finding her cot
vacated early, laid down for half an hour to think. Next came
dinner in the canteen: the salmon wasn't really good, and she
didn't really mind. Then came a short walk along the dark
streets of the Mount, before she turned herself toward a
familiar building and fished out her passcard.
Curt met her at his door. She was
already sitting on his bed when he eased the door shut. He
walked up, quite calm and cool until the disbelief finally
broke out all over his face. "Where did that come from?"
"You mean my buttering up the
President? Did you like it?" She couldn't hold back a
spreading grin.
"Like it! You – you should have told
me – but no, I would have told you not to. And you totally
sold him. How did you pull that?"
"I told you, the best way to deceive
someone is with the truth." Lucinda began ticking off her
fingers. "I do hate being coerced. I do regret how I handled
things that day, because I didn't either play along and act
eager or just sock him in the nose." Curt swallowed a laugh,
and her grin widened. "I do see him differently now – much
worse – and I sure did hope he'd accept my apology."
"But Pericles?" He sat down beside
Lucinda. "Pericles? That was ludicrous flattery, except that
he loved it. Did you just pluck that out of thin air?"
"Not at all. You'd know that better,
if you had had my professor for Freshman Ancient History."
"Well, explain it to a lowly pre-med."
He headed to the fridge. "Something to drink?"
"No thanks. Anyway, Pericles was the
ruler, more or less, of ancient Athens. When Sparta declared
war, Pericles came up with an unusual strategy. He wouldn't
fight Sparta's army directly on land. They could march into
Attica, burn all the crops, destroy the vines and olive trees,
but the people would stay hunkered down behind Athens' city
walls. Pericles meant to convince Sparta of the futility of
war, so that they would end it."
"Oh, Lord." Curt came back with a
bottle of water. "And Lew – the parallel, I see it."
"Exactly. Pericles would launch a few
naval raids, but that was it. And somehow, Sparta didn't get
the message. They kept despoiling the land, and the people
kept hiding in Athens. A very crowded, unsanitary Athens. And
the plague broke out."
"Ohhh." Curt began quivering with
silent laughter.
"The demos
got sick of Pericles' strategy, and deposed him from his
offices. And the next year, he caught the plague and died."
Curt had almost doubled up with mirth. "And after a
quarter-century more of terrible warfare, Sparta crushed
Athens."
Curt sobered up quickly. "Oh. Wow. I'm
glad Lew's not much of a classicist."
"I don't think he'd even see through
it if he were. Easier to believe the compliment."
Curt took her hands. "Well, it's the
best veiled insult I've ever heard, or at least the best I've
understood. You are an impressive woman, Lucinda Peale, and
..." He stopped on the edge of something, hesitated, and
stepped back. He let her hands go. "... and I'm glad you're on
my side."
Lucinda had that same chance now: to
step back from the edge. She hesitated ... and reached for
Curt's hand.
"Isn't it time we simplified things?"
she breathed.
Curt looked dazed. "Huh?"
She leaned over and kissed him. He
wavered, then responded. She pulled away, letting him catch
his breath.
"The best kind of deception," she
said, "is with the truth."
He digested her words, until dawn
broke on his face. It only took her slightest nod for him to
reach for her.
IV
It was no use.
Josh was gone. So were her resources.
What could he be planning? Was he
sending someone? How would she recognize that someone as a
friend? Why, why did he have to be so stupid?
She reproached herself the moment she
thought that. It was unfair to Josh. But still, why couldn't
he have listened?
Lucinda drifted around the parking
lot, trying to look like she had a purpose other than
loitering. At one point, she stopped near the entrance to read
the front page of a newspaper inside a vending machine. But it
was a local weekly: no national news, nothing of the upheaval.
The door opened near her. "—course it
was them! They did it once before, and got away with it. Why
wouldn't they do it again, to Washington?"
Lucinda tried to look inconspicuous,
again. "So what do we do?" the other man said.
"Nuke 'em back!"
"But if China's really in on—"
"Hammer them, too! We've got enough."
"You're nuts. They'll – whoa, look
out."
Lucinda had pushed past them, not
stopping until she reached the far side of the diner. She
didn't want to think about this. America had to confront the
terrible facts, but it was too much for her right now. She had
to calm her breaths, wait out the minutes until—
She heard the rumble, and flattened
herself within a shadow along the wall. A truck roared past,
heading toward the town. It looked Army. Her grace period was
over.
She jogged down to the street, looked
both ways, and dashed across. There was an intersecting street
several hundred feet down: she'd turn onto that. Pairs of
headlights flashed past her, driving out of town.
Then one pair quivered, and steered
right at her, horn blaring. Lucinda screamed, and dove
away
"Cluster forty-six complete. Moving to
the final one."
Lucinda and Curt were almost done with
the overlay, or more precisely, the TMS was. They had
pre-programmed the trans-cranial magnetic stimulator before
entering the operating theater, and were there mostly to
supervise its progress. The finely-focused EM fields it
produced reached into the patient's brain, repotentiating his
neural pathways, changing his mind.
He had been an Internet dissident
before he arrived here. However he had gotten the story of the
shootout that killed Governor Gandy, her husband, both sons,
and at least four Federal agents, his posting and spreading it
made his arrival in a place like this inevitable. It was some
comfort to Lucinda that there were still such brave people in
America, even as he departed their ranks.
The overlay was erasing his tendencies
toward violence, mild as they were, and replacing his existing
religious mindset with a new "module" in the temporal lobe. It
was also adding something to Wernicke's area, on the pretext
that his aggressive proclivities extended to use of violent
language. That was Lucinda's special addition, the one she and
Curt had now made dozens of times.
The program concluded, and an orderly
wheeled the patient out. She and Curt shed their somewhat
superfluous surgical gowns – the TMS didn't require the
slightest incision – and walked out together. The filtered
sunlight of an early October dusk beamed upon them through the
corridor windows.
Officially, they were "somewhere in
western Ohio," at a new facility built up from an abandoned
military base. The amenities were more stinting than at Mount
Weather, but being able to see the sun compensated greatly. It
might be through tinted glass, and half of the buildings'
volume might still be underground, but the touch of warmth
after seven chill months had reawakened something within
Lucinda, and given her hope.
They went down to the mess hall for an
early dinner, and briefly had a table to themselves. They
filled a few moments with harmless, comfortable talk, before
someone arrived to sit with them. Nancy LaPierre had been
transferred with her and Curt, unfortunately, but Lucinda had
never let her dismay show. "Hello, Nancy," Lucinda said
brightly. "What's the trouble?"
LaPierre shifted things around on her
tray. "It's just ... disturbing things going on out there.
There's a swell of irrational disapproval of the government,
over our thought reform work. They're saying – you tell me.
Are our outpatients sounding like clones of our President?"
"I don't know," Lucinda said quickly.
"I mean, I don't hear him speaking all that much. I'm usually
busy with work, or other things."
"The President actually consulted me
about this," Curt said. "There's some similarity, but they're
talking about the same things he is. There are only so many
ways to make equivalent statements. I think it's a statistical
coincidence."
"Maybe," said Nancy, sounding
unconvinced. "The country's reacting, though. It makes me glad
the Secretary of State's undergoing an overlay, to prove its
benignity." Her eyes narrowed on Lucinda. "You disapprove?"
"I – well, yes. There's no therapeutic
necessity to impinge on a healthy brain. It's bad medicine to
intervene without need."
"Secretary Phelps sees a greater
need," Curt said. "Besides, I know Dr. Rawlins. She's very
good. Nothing untoward will happen."
He laid a hand on Lucinda's shoulder,
but she didn't really need the comforting. They both knew Dr.
Rawlins was one of them. She had a copy of Burleigh's new
brain template in her files off at her facility, and thanks to
the messages Curt had slipped through to her, she knew how to
use it.
Dinner ran its course, with more
mundane subjects discussed. Curt and Lucinda parted at the
door and went their separate ways. There wasn't the same
clinging desperation here as under the Mount. They could give
their relationship, now open, a bit of space.
Lucinda went down two floors, through
one of the tunnels linking buildings in their facility, and up
a floor to her dorm. The same partitions were there on the
same crowded floor, but she didn't have to share this cot with
anyone, yet. She had room to herself, to read and to write.
Censorship remained in effect: she
still needed to limit what she wrote. She was getting very
used to that with Josh.
She still had told him nothing about
Curt, save as one of her colleagues. There was no way she
could explain it, make it sound right. Perhaps that was
because it wasn't right – but she didn't let herself dwell on
that.
Several mornings later, she was
putting together a template with a newly-arrived technician
when she first heard the ruckus outside. The voices in the
corridor stopped, but rose up a few minutes later, lasting
longer. She and Henry ignored it long enough to finish the
template, then emerged to find two guards down the hall
talking excitedly.
"What was going on?" Lucinda asked,
walking their way.
The larger of the two, a corporal,
answered. "The Secretary of State just had his press
conference, Doctor. It was ... kind of a fiasco."
The smaller soldier plucked out an
earpiece. "Phelps turned parrot," he said, before getting
elbowed by the corporal.
"What was he saying? Could I hear?"
"It's over now, ma'am. Sorry." The
corporal had regained his stony equipoise.
Lucinda left a flustered Henry to his
own devices, and started looking for Curt. After not finding
him in a few obvious workplaces, she headed for his quarters,
making sure she had her pass. Near the tunnel entrance, she
passed a stunned Nancy LaPierre. Lucinda managed not to stare,
but she noticed Nancy's head turning slowly to follow her as
she passed.
Curt was in his room, and it was the
first he had heard of the presser debacle. He had the
privilege of a computer in his room, with hobbled Internet
access that let him download only, from approved sites. The
first news site he checked didn't have the video; the second
apparently had just taken it down. The third time was the
charm.
They watched Secretary Phelps walk
into the press room at the State Department and give his
prepared opening statement. He then began taking questions.
The first few were puffballs, set-ups to let him say more of
what he wanted to. That didn't stop the wheels from coming
off.
"No, nothing's been subtracted from my
mind. It's been added. And it doesn't feel that strange at
all. There's been little effort needed for me to own this new
– uh, part of my mind."
Lucinda reached for Curt's hand,
clasping it tight.
Having realized what had slipped out
of his mouth, Phelps stumbled through his next couple answers.
Soon he regained his poise, straightened out – and swerved
right back.
"My example is proof that it's not
cruel punishment, but a benevolent therapy. For malefactors,
it brings them to own their misdeeds, lets them start to
repair the—"
Only by the reporters' reactions did
he realize he had done it again. He began stumbling anew. The
journalists became eager to ask the next question. Their
feeding-frenzy instincts began overcoming whatever support
they had for Burleigh's actions. They didn't attack outright,
but they all wanted to be the one whose question brought the
next mistake.
Phelps blundered through several more
questions before falling apart. "No," he shot back to a
questioner, "the President didn't coerce me, or any other
volunteers. We own – uh, our own
actions are under our control. Is it s-so hard to believe we'd
be acting with honest motives, that we'd believe in something
and o-o-o-oh, that's it!" He stormed from the podium, a bedlam
of voices chasing him.
Lucinda convulsed with silent
laughter, recovering just soon enough for Curt to kiss her.
"We did it," she gasped. "We've got a real chance – if they
don't suppress this."
"I don't think they can," Curt said.
"They promoted it too much; too many people were watching. I
think we've hit a tipping point – but we'll keep nudging
them."
"Absolutely." She kissed him again,
then glanced past him toward the bed. "So, care to celebrate?"
He craned to see his watch. "Not when
I'm due somewhere in fifteen minutes. Tonight, though ..."
Lucinda grinned, but a stray thought
melted it. "They're going to be suspicious now. They'll be
looking for a cause."
"No doubt. Erica Rawlins is in serious
trouble." He looked at her. "You want to lay low?"
"I do – but I won't. It's the wrong
time to hold back, no matter how scary things may get. I just
hope–"
"I know. Me too." Curt held her close,
knowing she needed some of his strength that moment. She
returned the embrace, in case he needed some strength too.
She left his quarters, got lunch at
the mess, and went back to producing templates with Henry. A
couple hours into their newest one, her console flashed with
an incoming call. She put on headphones and switched it on.
"Hello?"
"Lucinda, it's Nancy. We have a new
subject coming in for interrogation, and I need help.
Monitoring Room 3. Can you come?"
"I'll be there." She switched off.
"Surprise break, Henry. I'm being called away. Save our
progress and go relax. I'll call you when I'm free again."
She walked over to MR3, noting the
soldier guarding the door. The prisoner must be important, to
guard the monitoring room on his account. She entered, finding
Nancy standing in wait for her. "Okay, who's our—" Only then
did she see the screen showing live feed from the scanning
room. It was dark.
The door shut behind Lucinda, and by
some sense, she knew the guard was on this side of it.
"I should have known much earlier,"
LaPierre said, her face simmering with hatred. "You were the
first to stumble across the effect, five years ago, before I
even joined the Berkeley team. Now you're using it to sabotage
our work, to subvert the only hope humankind has to finally
find peace."
"Nancy, what are you talking—"
LaPierre slapped her face, hard. "Traitor!"
Lucinda cradled her stinging cheek. So
much for bluffing her way through.
"I thought you had changed," LaPierre
said. "I was so stupid. You're a bloody-minded reactionary,
and you were never going to change." An icy smile cut across
her face. "Until now."
Lucinda turned to run, hoping somehow
to get past the guard. He was already moving, stunner in
hand.
When she woke up, she was lying supine
and shackled. Bright LED strip lights shone above her, partly
shaded by the edge of the MEG scanner looming past her
forehead. She heard indistinct voices, and the bed under her
back slid her into the machine.
A speaker scratched with brief static.
LaPierre's voice came through. "When did you first sabotage an
overlay procedure?" Lucinda thought back to the day Curt had
her in the scanner. She had spoken without restraint then,
because she had no one to protect. This was different. She
filled her mind with miscellany: lists of nerves and cerebral
structures, prime numbers, old poems. Soon, she didn't even
hear what she was being asked.
LaPierre didn't tolerate that for
long. A jab in Lucinda's leg brought a cry of pain. Within
seconds, she felt the sedative doing its work. She remembered
that one patient's terror: it echoed in her mind, doubling and
redoubling her own fears. She didn't think to pray like he
did, only to fight. And she did. For a while.
After that, she was adrift. LaPierre's
words were rocks in a stream, sending her flowing one way or
another in the current. She knew they were watching her
innermost reactions to names, dates, numbers, extracting the
truths she would not speak. She couldn't resist it. She
couldn't even think of resisting.
She could do nothing as they drew her
out of the scanner, strapped her onto a gurney, and took her
by corridor, elevators, and tunnels into some deep place. When
they laid her in the dark room, she sank into the cot like
liquid finding its level. She couldn't even see the door as it
thudded shut, and the locks snapped.
Once her will began trickling back,
she looked around the room. It was small and bare, its heavy
door pierced by a small head-high grille. She accepted dully
that she was in a cell.
Half an hour later, she had enough
energy to stand up, take a drink from the sink, and use the
toilet. Then she dropped back onto the cot, drained.
She heard rough voices down the
corridor. She thought she recognized Curt's baritone, and a
fist gripped her heart. She began thinking of what she could
do, but it was too painful, for there was nothing to do. She
laid herself down, hoping a forgetful sleep would take her.
And it did.
Soldiers roused Lucinda out of what
felt like a long sleep. Her muzzy mind noted they were
retracing yesterday's path into the cellblock. By the time her
fear returned, her guards had brought her back to the
examination room.
She went back onto the bed, and back
into restraints. A moment later, Nancy LaPierre loomed over
her. "We got him, of course," she said, with a curious
edginess. "He confirmed what we assumed about Rawlins. By now,
she's giving up her confederates. You've lost."
Lucinda believed her. So why had it
sounded like a lie?
"Will you behave yourself for your
base scan?" Lucinda asked.
That was the only reason she could
have been brought here: to map out her brain so they could
learn how to recreate it in their image. Briefly, the rising
dread receded. "Not a chance," Lucinda said.
A cruel smile curdled Lapierre's
mouth. "I didn't think so." The hypo went in again, but this
time Lucinda didn't cry out. "Put her in."
The session was a repeat of yesterday,
only the dosage seemed not as strong. She drifted through the
quiet as the MEG read her brain in repose, but she could focus
on the questions when LaPierre began asking them. What actions
did she want taken against the destroyers of Washington? What
did she think of President Burleigh? What did she think of a
dozen political issues? Of Christians? Of Muslims? Of
progressives? Of right-wingers? Of God? Her mind lay still
through all of it, placidly betraying her.
By the time they dumped her back into
her cell, the stupor was already fading. Someone had left a
tray on the cot, with oatmeal and juice. So it was morning.
She set it aside, but minutes later her appetite surfaced, and
she quickly devoured breakfast.
There was a shuttered slot at the
bottom of the door, one she hadn't noticed before. She left
the tray there, out of an instinct for neatness that
circumstances somehow didn't suppress. She washed up, then sat
on her bunk, thinking.
Finding matches for her brain,
creating a therapeutic template from them, and programming a
TMS with the template would take several hours. That is, if
they were careful and conscientious. They might instead slap
together a crude, heavy overlay, not caring what they wiped
out in imposing what they demanded of a virtuous mind.
And now true fear came, in great
drowning waves.
Lucinda curled up tight on her cot, as
though trying to hide from what was coming. She let time flow
past unmarked, minutes running into hours. If she didn't count
those seconds, she could pretend they weren't drawing her
toward her fate.
She heard voices and sounds at
intervals. At some point, her empty tray disappeared. At
another, she thought briefly she could hear Curt. She thought
of crying out to him, but an ache from yesterday's stunning
dissuaded her. She listened, but did not hear him again.
Her door snicked again, and she saw a
new tray slide inside. Hours had passed – meaning her overlay
would be coming that much sooner. She stayed on the cot,
having no stomach for her last meal.
There were footsteps, coming close.
The door snicked, and its handle jiggled. Lucinda uncurled
from her fetal tuck, some deep part of her not wanting to be
found that way at the end.
Voices down the corridor called out.
The door handle jerked once, and fell still. Footsteps ran
away.
Lucinda let out a sobbing breath. By
now, the suspense was as much torment as the horror to come.
It was several minutes before she thought back, wondering
whether that guard had locked the door again before leaving.
Maybe, just maybe ...
There were more shouts. Someone ran
past, and now she could make him out. "Have them report here.
Everyone who will respond! We need to hold the building ..."
He turned a corner, and his voice faded. She tried to puzzle
out what was happening.
Then she heard the dull, distant thud.
Then another. Then a long rattle of gunfire.
The yawning pit already in her stomach
turned into a canyon. A fight was breaking out. No, a battle.
She pulled her legs back up to her chest.
She detested violence, for itself and
for the fear it created. This is what she had striven to fight
with neural overlays. This is what President Burleigh told the
world he was fighting. Now their mirror-image ambitions had
brought it into being, here.
She closed her ears – tried not to
hear the shouts down the hall, demanding to know what was
happening – tried not to hear the spasms of gunfire, the
concussive booms, and the screams that came not from fear, but
from agony. She sank into a fugue of trauma, hoping the
bloodshed would pass by her door like the last plague of
Egypt.
The gunfire sputtered out. Sharp
voices rose above thumping bootsteps. The cell door clanged
and crashed open, sending the tray's contents flying. A
soldier in heavy pack and with a big rifle filled the doorway.
Lucinda screamed with all her built-up terror, but only a
squeak came out.
"It's okay," the big soldier said.
"The cavalry's here."
A semblance of order began to emerge
over several hours. It took Lucinda that long to feel like her
life was her own again.
First she was in a makeshift triage,
helping army medics and some colleagues tend to the wounded
from the battle. The numbers were not overwhelming, and
thankfully she didn't recognize any of the casualties. Lucinda
found it incongruously calming. She was helping to heal again.
Then she was being led back to her
dorm for temporary safekeeping. Soldiers walked most of the
hallways. A few of them, she knew as guards. They must have
changed sides, when there was finally another side to change
to. She kept her eyes away from the bullet holes and smashed
glass, and the few smears of dark red.
Then she cooled her heels in a dorm
about half-full, listening and sometimes talking to
colleagues. Some of them were relieved, some frightened. A
good number of them weren't there at all. True believers,
Lucinda guessed, now filling the cells in the deep basements.
At least she hoped they had been captured, not cut down.
She felt a tiny pang of regret for
Nancy, incarcerated, perhaps even in the cell Lucinda had
occupied. Then she pinched it out like a candle flame.
A few hours later, two soldiers
arrived to distribute rations, while another worked at the
information booth. After ten minutes, he whistled for
attention. "The censorship blocks are disabled at this
terminal. You can now e-mail out freely – but one at a time!"
His final shout barely slowed the rush to the booth.
Lucinda hung back, taking out her
pocket-comp. By the time the line brought her to the front,
she had a rambling letter to her parents ready to send. She
didn't try to impose order on the jumbled mess of things she
had kept bottled up for months, save to write that she loved
them and hoped to see them soon.
Writing a shorter letter to Josh took
longer. She had to explain her long sojourn in Burleigh's
orbit, her inability to say what was happening, her recent
alienation. Keeping things out of the letter took even more
time. Maybe it was cowardice, but she hoped something would
make it unnecessary.
A while later, as she sat on her bunk
picking at rations, an officer arrived. "The buildings are now
secure," she announced. "We can't let you leave the base yet,
but you're free to move around inside. We'll tell you more
when we can."
She left, and some of the women
trickled after her. Lucinda joined them, eyes peeled. It
didn't take very long to spy him, heading toward her dorm.
"Curt!"
She had seen him twice briefly after
they were freed, but got separated each time. Not now. She
dashed over and threw her arms around him. In his arms, she
felt the last tremor of fear from the last two days shiver
her, and depart.
"So what's happening here?" she asked
him.
"Well, I e-mailed the kids, tried to
explain what's going on. Hopefully later I—"
"No, about everything. Has Burleigh
been deposed? Is it civil war? When can we leave?"
"To the last, not yet," Curt said. "To
the others, who knows? Looks like we'll be doing nothing for a
while – except celebrating our success." He moved closer for a
kiss, but her expression stopped him. "Okay, that came out
wrong."
"You're right, it did. So what? Let's
go."
In the time she didn't spend with
Curt, Lucinda began pulling together the base scans of
patients who had passed through the facility. No one had ever
had an overlay reversed, and she could only speculate how
successful any attempt would be. But it would have to do some
good for those poor souls whose minds they – she – had altered
against their will. Ethics compelled her to try.
She had most of the data organized
within a couple days, ready to go. But there was nowhere to go
yet.
News came in through the computers,
their filters now removed. The Phelps fiasco had apparently
triggered much of the armed forces to rise up against
Burleigh. Mount Weather was under siege, its landlines cut and
its transmissions jammed. In the rest of the country,
Burleigh's subordinates were being rounded up, or fleeing on
their own.
Standard news sites were in a state of
shock. Much of their news was coming from local reports, the
many individual voices that had fallen silent the last eight
months. Many of them were jubilant. Many of them sounded ugly.
None of them said when anyone could leave this place.
Curt could get no good answers,
either. "They keep stonewalling me," he told Lucinda. "I
wonder if they still think I'm Lew's close personal friend?"
"No, they can't. Things are just in
flux. Half the soldiers here are filling space, with no idea
what to do. Two days just isn't long enough to put a whole
country back together."
"I guess not." He smirked. "We'll have
to give them three."
Near noon on that third day, Curt
found Lucinda in the library room, collating brain scans.
"We've got a visitor coming, and he wants to see us. Both of
us."
"Who?"
"Governor Kendall. He's – I guess he's
the President now."
Rance Kendall of Kentucky had lost the
Republican nomination, but gotten the VP slot. He had
disappeared when Burleigh's crackdown came, and apparently
hadn't been worth hunting down. It was an unusual failure of
Burleigh's exhaustiveness.
"He'll be here at one," Curt said.
"You'll be--?"
"Yes, I'll be ready."
She closed up her work, got a shower
in the dorm, and changed into her last remaining clean outfit.
Curt joined her outside the dorm just before one. A few
minutes later, a sergeant came and asked them to follow him.
They went to the main meeting room,
the one with the sole crepe-edged picture of the White House
in pale imitation of Mount Weather's Memorial Room. There was
no extra guard outside, and the only person waiting inside was
a tall, lanky civilian with gray hair and a gray suit. Curt
began stammering out a greeting, but Kendall cut him short.
"You must be Dr. Garritty. I'm Rance
Kendall. It's an honor to meet you, sir." He stopped pumping
Curt's hand and switched to Lucinda. "And you, Dr. Peale.
You've both done your country a great service, a historic
service. Please, sit down."
Kendall took the head of the table.
Curt and Lucinda sat in the first chairs down the right side.
Curt said, "This is an unexpected honor, Mist—um, how should I
address you, sir?"
"That's a fair question. The rump
Republican convention named me the replacement nominee
yesterday, and the full convention will confirm that whenever
they can meet. That pretty much guarantees my election, even
if the Democrats hadn't forfeited their moral right to run
after their assaults on us. As for the succession now—" He
gave a disarming shrug. "The guilty parties cannot be allowed
to hold power through legalisms, and as I'm now the head of
the opposition, it falls to me. For now, though, 'sir' is
fine."
Lucinda accepted the arguments,
disturbed as she was that they needed to be made. She still
had a qualm. "What about the army, sir? Seems to me they've
been in control for a couple days, here at least."
"They did what was necessary," Kendall
said. "They bore having members of their ranks being given the
treatment as long as they could, and then they defended the
country and the Constitution, as best they could. That done,
now they will stand aside. America cannot be perceived as
being under military control, must less actually being so. You
have my word, Doctor."
Lucinda nodded. Kendall had a superb
speaking voice, well-modulated for this intimate talk. He
exuded an air of sincerity.
"Now, I've been briefed on the efforts
you made to expose Burleigh's infamies, the risks you took,
the price you nearly paid. I must say, words cannot contain
the gratitude our country owes you. You will receive the
appropriate rewards, in time."
"That's very kind, sir," Lucinda said
past the rush of pride in her chest, "but if you could see
clear to let us go home, that would go very far in satisfying
us."
Kendall's smile turned sad. "Would
that it were that simple, Dr. Peale. Truth is, we still need
your efforts. There remains much work ahead of us."
"I understand that, sir. There are a
great many involuntary overlays we need to try to reverse. I'm
willing to work on that, but it would be a great deal easier
if I could do it back at Cal-Berkeley, back home."
"I'm sorry," said Kendall. "That won't
be possible for a while – and no offense, but Berkeley is the
last place I'd choose for any part of this undertaking. Not
that reversing the overlays is unimportant. There are easily
thousands, even tens of thousands of people Burleigh has
scarred, and maybe as many as a hundred honestly had it
coming. We have to restore them from their mind-wipes as best
as possible, but there's also much more we need to do now."
Lucinda hadn't noticed the perpetual
knot in her stomach often the last couple months. She only
noticed it now, when it returned.
"He diverted masses of resources to
his partisan witch-hunt, while ignoring and suppressing facts
about Black Friday. I doubt you've heard who was really behind
the bombing, but—"
"You mean Iran?" Lucinda said. "And
maybe China?" Kendall had briefly gone blank. "I was present
for the earliest interrogations."
"So you were," Kendall said. "My
mistake. So you know the full magnitude of their misprision,
their assault against America instead of her true enemies."
His modulated voice was growing
strident. "Burleigh and his crew – his party – have proven
themselves an existential threat to America, and to our
liberties. That cancer cannot be tolerated. We have to
eliminate it, with the self-same method they used in trying to
spread it. It's time to change their minds, for the better.
And perhaps a great deal more."
Curt finally spoke. "We're going to be
doing more overlays?"
"After all those gross abuses?"
Lucinda added.
"When neural overlay has been proven
so dangerous—"
"That's just the point, Dr. Garritty,"
Kendall said. "You both must understand, the genie is now out
of the bottle. Its power is loose upon the earth, available to
whoever will use it as a tool, or a weapon. If we forbear to
use this tool until the Democrats regain power – and they
will: the wheel always turns – they will use it against us
again, on all of America and anywhere else they can reach. By
the time they're done, they will have abolished even the
possibility of dissent against them.
"With the tool in our hands, we can
forestall them. We can fight their absolutism right at the
source, keep that nightmare philosophy out of power, perhaps
permanently, if we're fortunate. The question now, Doctors, is
not 'whether,' but 'who.' Who will benefit from this power, us
or them?" He dropped his voice. "It must not be them."
In the silence that followed, Lucinda
yet heard a scream, inside her own mind. This was impossible,
unthinkable. But no, nothing had started yet. It wasn't too
late. She turned to Curt—
--who was slowly, and now more
rapidly, nodding his head at Rance Kendall.
"You're right, Mister President. Sad
to say."
"It is sad," Kendall said, "but the
greatest necessities are usually sad ones." He turned. "Dr.
Peale, what say you?"
His eyes transfixed her, pinning her
like a butterfly in a collector's case. She drew two short
breaths through the pain in her chest. "Mr. Kendall ... sir
... I'm sorry, but I cannot work for you now."
Kendall frowned. "Lucinda—" Curt
started.
Lucinda's voice was trembling. "When
the agents brought me to Mount Weather, I could see, from the
helicopter, Washington still burning a hundred miles away.
That's how long Burleigh had me working, without any letup –
until four days ago, when it was almost my turn to be 'fixed,'
to have my mind wiped. I am ... oh, God, I am so tired. I
can't ... I can't ..."
Lucinda was sobbing. Curt reached for
her, enfolding her stiff body with his arm.
"... can't start this all over again.
No ..."
Curt patted her shoulder with his free
hand. "Gov—Mr. Pre—sir, for what it's worth, I will vouch for
the terrible pressures Lucinda has endured over the last eight
months. Much of that time she was completely alone, everyone
around her enemies, no one she could trust. And all that time,
she was compelled to perform acts that violated her ethics and
conscience." He looked pityingly on her. "Everyone has
limits."
"Of course, of course. Dr. Peale?" He
waited until Lucinda lifted her eyes. "Doctor, I won't rush
your decision. You take whatever time you need. For now,
though, you do have those base scans of the overlay victims. I
will see that they, and others, are used promptly to restore
as many people as possible."
Lucinda nodded jerkily, as she began
to recover from her outburst. Kendall reached to shake her
hand. Her grip was still weak.
"Thank you again, Dr. Peale, for what
you've done and what you've borne." He took Curt's hand. "And
you too, Dr. Garritty. I'll have people in contact with you
soon." He got up, and by the time the others could stand, he
was already leaving, without a trace of ceremony.
Lucinda snuffled and rubbed her face.
"I'm sorry I made that scene, Curt."
"It's okay, it's okay." He embraced
her again, and still she didn't yield. "A delayed reaction. I
don't blame you at all. But please, let me know how to help."
She pulled herself away gently. "I
just need some time alone, to pull myself together." She
forced a smile. "I'll be better tomorrow, honest."
She headed toward the door, but Curt
trailed her. "If what the President said disturbed you,
Lucinda, gave you doubts, we really—"
"No, Curt. No doubts. Like I said, I'm
terribly tired."
He smiled and nodded. Lucinda kept her
own pleasure inside. He believed her, because he wanted to
believe her – even though she had told him several times, the
best way to hide lies was within truths.
She squeezed his hand at the door, and
girded herself to tell him that one unequivocal lie. To her
relief, it was easy.
"I'll see you tomorrow, Curt." And she
walked away, not looking back.
She rolled
into the tall grass, then got onto all fours and started to
crawl away. A cry of "Dr. Peale!" stopped her for a second. He
seemed familiar ...
"Luci!"
That voice she knew. She scrambled
back toward the road, as the passenger door swung open. She
dove inside, and had her arms around Josh Muntz in an instant.
"Oh God, Josh. So good to see you."
"Oh, Luci, thank God you're safe."
"Not yet, we aren’t." She pulled back,
and only then noticed Josh's other passenger. "Sam!"
Sam Jeong was half-reclining in the
back seat, to accommodate his braced leg. She reached over the
seat back to surprise him with his own hug. "I thought you'd
been killed," she said.
"Almost was," said Sam. "And we feared
the worst about you, that you'd been—"
"Almost was," she said. Josh was
pulling back into traffic. "No, Josh, not west. Turn us around
and go north for a couple miles."
As they made their turn in the diner's
parking lot, Lucinda saw fresh headlights coming from the
direction of the base. She hid herself under the dashboard.
"What are you doing here? Why didn't you tell me?"
"We decided to drive cross-country to
get you home, after your last e-mail," Josh said. "We thought
Burleigh's bullies might still be tapping things, so we didn't
say anything, and made sure your parents didn't either."
So that's why she had gotten no
replies. "And Sam, where have you been?"
"Hiding out, here and there. I
hunkered down with Josh's dad for a few months. We thought the
authorities might check your parents' place, and they did."
Lucinda hadn't the luxury to feel
outraged that moment. "Where were you thinking of taking me?"
"Ummm ... we hadn't really decided,"
Josh said. "We meant to collect you and head back to
California. Good an idea as any."
"So what's the crisis?" Sam asked.
"Are the Democrats getting back in control?"
They were north-bound, and Lucinda sat
back up. "Worse, Sam. Kendall, the Republicans, they're intent
on doing the same things Burleigh did. Overlaying ideological
enemies, eliminating dissent. 'Us or them,' he said right to
me, six hours ago. That's when I decided to escape."
Both men said "Oh God," as one. Sam
went on. "I can see where Kendall's coming from, but—"
"But nothing!" Josh shouted. "If
Lucinda says we're fighting them, we are. So are we?"
Lucinda could not bring herself to
look Josh in the eyes. He was so ready to support her, and she
had betrayed him. And the man she had betrayed him with – how
fast one's feelings could change. How fast a crisis could
reveal true character.
How much would Josh's feelings change,
when she finally confessed her true character to him? She
would do it – once they were off the road, resting for a while
– but this moment, she had to lead.
"We're fighting them. I'm not sure
how, yet. Maybe we should stop somewhere with Internet access,
and get my story out. Or maybe I should get my story composed
now, so I'm not trying to hurry and stumbling over words."
"I know who you can contact," Sam
said. "Frances Roselli at UCLA. I've gotten secret messages to
her a few times. She'll be on your side."
Lucinda chuckled bleakly. Frances had
left the Berkeley team early on, because she didn't like the
turn toward politics overlay research had taken – a turn
facilitated by Lucinda. A whole lot had happened since then.
"I'll write to her," she said. "I'll
write to plenty of people. That'll insure word gets around."
"And if that isn't enough?" Josh
asked.
Lucinda thought, then laughed again.
"Kendall seemed to use the word 'now' very often when he spoke
to us. Sauce for the goose."
Sam chuckled in quick, staccato
bursts. Josh grinned at the show of confidence. Lucinda smiled
for their benefit, even as she considered the odds.
Maybe President Kendall was right.
Neural impression might be beyond control, and the only choice
left was who would employ it to their ends.
But she wouldn't concede that without
a fight.
They drove on, the car turning west
toward the last glow of sunset light on the horizon.
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